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Day 130: Validation Character: Fear Dimension (Part 4)



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This post is a continuation to:
Day 129: Validation Character: Fear Dimension (Part 3)

In this post, we’re continuing from where we left off in the last post, with now walking Self Commitment Statements in relation to the Self Forgiveness specifically on the Fear Dimension that I wrote out in the previous two posts.

Fear Dimension: Self-Commitment Statements:
I commit myself to assisting and supporting myself to see that I can no longer accept and allow myself to give in to these points of temptation and to put my Wants before my Responsibilities, as this not only creates consequence in my world/reality, but in the entire/greater world/reality as the example that I am living within putting my Wants before my Responsibilities, is saying to all to go ahead and do the same, and ignore the consequence we’re creating for ourselves and all of life. And so I commit myself to showing how putting our Wants before our Responsibilities is creating the consequence in this world that we are facing and that by ensuring that I tend to my responsibilities First, and then to my preferences, is what will manifest a world that is without unnecessary consequence.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to no longer accept the fear of ‘missing out’ to drive me and determine my actions and what it is that I do/don’t do in this world/reality, specifically in steering me away from taking care of my practical responsibilities, as I see, realize and understand that I am in fact not ‘missing out’ on anything that is real or relevant to my situation/reality that I’m facing at the moment, but that I am in fact missing out on life, by giving up on opportunities to be here and move myself in self-direction and self-will to do what is required to be done here to clean up the mess we’ve made as the responsibilities that we’ve disregarded for so long, because we’ve put our Wants before our Responsibilities.

I commit myself to stop as if I am still a child where I have no responsibilities or considerations and only seek my own entertainment, to stop essentially throwing tantrums within myself toward what is here as my responsibilities, and thus I commit myself to stop participating in alternate realities in my mind as ‘positive experiences’ which are really just illusions in my mind, and not relevant to actual reality as what I face here in the moment, and that the positive experience I’m desiring/wanting/following can’t actually be real if it is in separation from reality and making sure that we clean up our mess here in reality, and thus where such positivity is actually coming at the cost of life as I busy myself with seeking positive experiences instead of tending to my responsibilities here.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to prioritize my responsibilities and preferences and putting my responsibilities first before my preferences, and taking care of what is here before me to be done, to get down to real living, and not just living chasing some ‘positive fantasies’ in my mind that seek to distract me from my responsibilities at hand, further postponing and creating consequence, as I see, realize and understand that it’s time for me to take on my responsibilities, and for all of humanity to stop participating in this Consumerism Brainwashing of only considering ‘what I Want’ and ignoring our Responsibility, so that we can rather align ourselves to living in a way that we do not allow a Personality/Character to get in the way of our Practical Responsibilities here, and so get in the way of ourselves Really Living and Expressing ourselves here, and creating a world where all life a fulfilled and dignified Life, where life is Cared for as we Care for our Responsibilities.

As I see, realize and understand that when we are standing here as Beings that Take Care and tend to that which is Important and do not postpone but get to it Immediately, that we then prevent unnecessary consequence from manifesting, as what has essentially happened and been happening as we’ve been living as chasing Positivity in the Mind, and never considering the deliberate Consequences we’re manifesting here as a result of not being here in each moment and living fully, but being in our Mind following images and energy-experiences.

And thus, I commit myself to focus on the Responsibilities at hand, which is firstly to sort myself out and all the ways that I live as self interest, and align myself with the principles of what is best for all, and to stand as an example in how to manifest the best possible world which is far beyond what we are living as now, and supporting the development and implementation of an Equal Money System, through which we’ll change the world on the greater scale through implementing a system where the starting point is Consideration and Care for All Life, to establish a ‘Positive’ Experience on Earth In Fact as an actual Reality, as manifesting Heaven on Earth, and get out of the ‘Positive’ Fantasy in one’s Mind based on Energetic-Experiences, so that we stop seeking ‘happy’ experiences at the expense of Life, but rather manifest a Reality where Life is Fun in Fact for all beings.
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Day 129: Validation Character: Fear Dimension (Part 3)



Featured Artwork by Marlen Vargas Del Razo 

This post is a continuation to:


Continuing from the previous post with Self Forgiveness Statements on the Fear Dimension of the Validation Character/Personality, where I found that the fear that was the reason behind me creating and existing as this character, was the fear of not getting What I Want, in terms of how I Want to Experience myself, according to the relationships I’d formed toward what is here, that were formed in the context of as a child really only being concerned with myself and my own experience, and being ‘free’ to enjoy myself and do the things ‘I Want’ to do.

Fear Dimension: Self-Forgiveness (continued):
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form a relationship toward meeting/interacting with others wherein I’ve defined it as something I ‘prefer not to do’, within this not seeing, realizing and understanding the consequence of limiting myself in interacting with others, within not taking into consideration that fact that I exist here with many other beings and that there is extensive consequence manifested in the world because we do not effectively communicate/interact with one another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand how this reflects what we living in the greater as all of humanity, where we interact less and less, giving in to the temptation to ‘be in our own world’ where we can ‘do what we like’ and not be ‘obligated’ to ‘have to act’ a certain way towards others, within this not considering that since in our childhood we for a moment exist in a ‘carefree’ existence where we can act how we want, that when faced with a moment of now having to consider another/others in interacting with them, to define this as a ‘negative’ experience as it is different from what I was used to experiencing.

Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as a child, not consider my responsibility within the fact that I do not exist here alone, but with many other beings, in a reality where there is consequence for our words/actions and the relationships we form, and thus to not see, realize and understand the consequence of not tending to our responsibilities as interacting/forming relationships with others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as a child, not see, realize and understand the context of reality being one in which there is consequence in space and time, and thus my self responsibility here, since I’d always only experienced myself essentially by myself in a position where I had No responsibilities, No obligations and could do what I please in immediately Satisfying my want/need/desire, that when I was faced with obligation/responsibility, to see it as ‘taking away’ my ‘freedom’ to just have fun and do what I want, within this not considering that it doesn’t mean that I won’t ever get to do what I want again, but that for a moment I have to first take care of my responsibilities.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that I’m still in moments allowing my desire for my ‘wants’ to take precedence over my practical responsibilities that determine the relationships I form and thus determine the very future that I will live in this world. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use this character in order to essentially make me feel better about putting my wants first instead of taking responsibility and following through with what it is I set out to do as my responsibilities in this world, where I activate reactions within myself as the fear of not getting to do what I want to do, and make myself feel like I am missing out on some other experiences if/when I consider putting my Responsibilities first, before my Wants.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand how I’ll still blame others for ‘taking away my wants’, within this actually denying/ignoring my own responsibility in the experience I’m creating for myself, within my own inner-conflict between my wants/needs/desires and my responsibilities.

And thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that it is me creating this conflict within myself, when I know of the consequences of not tending to my responsibilities, but want to hold onto my wants, ad so utilize blaming others as justification to continue to put satisfying my wants, before fulfilling my responsibilities. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand how all of humanity is living this same point, of placing one’s ‘wants’ before one’s responsibility, and thus how I am responsible for that within living it as myself, and serving as an example to all that that is apparently an acceptable way to live, and that this has become accepted to such an extent that we have developed an entire industry around it, as the Entertainment Industry, that exists to ‘fulfill and satisfy’ and the fact of how extensive the Entertainment Industry is, shows the extent to which we’ve been living this placing our wants before responsibility, and as a result we’re busy manifesting the consequences of not tending to our responsibilities but putting wants/needs/desires first.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that the ‘positivity’/’positive experiences’ I get from following/seeking to satisfy my wants/needs/desires is not even real, as it really exists as pictures/images in my mind attached to energy-experiences and is not the actual physical condition here in fact, as a lived reality that is fun all the time, because we’re living in a world full of the manifested consequence that has come from neglecting our responsibilities over and over, and where I realize that I’ve got to face reality as the ‘negative’ that we’ve manifested, to really in fact change this reality, and clean up the mess of consequence that we’ve created and implement real solutions, such as the Equal Money System, to stop creating Hell on Earth and manifest Heaven on Earth where we live in a balance of responsibility and what we prefer, to within this ensure that we manifest a world where live is actually fun for everyone, and stop manifesting unnecessary consequence. 

In the following post, we’ll continue with walking the Commitment Statements for the Fear Dimension.
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Day 97: The My Way Character – Self Forgiveness Statements


Featured Artwork by Matti Freeman


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as the My Way character where I hold onto beliefs and ideas of what I want/need/desire to happen, as a picture/image/idea of how I’d like things to go, that I feel justified in because of the various reasons that I believe I need/require reality to go according to the picture in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by participating in the My Way character that I am responsible for this world existing within competition and self interest, as that is what I am participating in myself, when living as the My Way character, in holding on to how ‘I want things to go’, in total disregard for what would be best for everyone in a given situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the belief that I hold in the idea of which way is best for me as how I apparently need/want/require reality to go in order to have the best outcome for me, is actually just a belief and thus not based in reality, as I have not made sure or checked that ‘my way’ is actually aligned with what would actually be what is best for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that within living as the My Way character, I am essentially saying ‘I want you to consider My Way’ and within this not considering the other person at all, and thus I am actually the one that is being spiteful within expecting the other to consider My Way when I am not even doing the same for them as I am not considering them at all, but only what I think is best for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by holding onto and fighting for and defending My Way that I am actually disregarding everyone and everything else, and thus putting everyone and everything else in the very position of having to ‘fend for themselves’ because I am not considering them, and thus I am further perpetuating the endless cycles of competition against one another that we have always been existing as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there is no ‘My Way’ as what is best for me that is separate from what is best for All, as the only way to ensure that I have the best life is to ensure that All Everywhere have the best life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simple solution of considering all equally is what will lead to a world that is best for all including myself, as it is all of us collectively living as individual points in competition with one another and holding onto ideas of ‘My Way’ as how ‘I want things to go for me’ and not considering if what it is that we are wanting/fighting for/defending is what is causing the very problem in the first place, where we’ve accepted reality as one in which we must fight to get ‘our way’ instead of creating a reality in which we’re all supported effectively from the get-go, where then there would be no one to fight or compete against, as we’d all be taken care of. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I must become the solution of living as the example of considering all equally, and stop only considering a ‘My Way’ that is separate from the consideration of all, in order to end this situation of having to ‘look out for ourselves’ when we’re really only looking out for ourselves from each other, which doesn’t make any sense, as we can simply agree to work together in creating a life that is best for all, instead of accepting a world where we must compete, when we have every capability to provide every single being with what is needed to have a dignified life here.


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