Day 16 - Abraham Hicks On Do Not Worry About Your Planet,Focus On Yourself - Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suggest that everything is 'alright', because negative people get old and croak and are replaced by younger more optimistic people, completely disregarding the fact that thousands are suffering  and dying daily due to unnecessary and preventable causes, which clearly indicates that what we've been doing/what has been taking place has not been effective, and a proper solution is required. One only need investigate for oneself whether it is 'positivity' or actual physical action that actually produce change in this physical reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that what I need to control is my 'vibrations' in order to stop manifesting consequence, instead of getting an actual understanding of the direct consequences of my actions and behaviors that I participate in and live as, when there is not even a practical way to understand or determine in specific detail how 'vibrations' actually manifest consequence in the world, but it is possible to see specifically in detail how my actions and the words I speak and behaviors I participate in, manifest consequence in this world, which means that by gaining an understanding of specifically how I create through my words and deeds, I will actually be able to understand exactly how the abuse is manifested in the world, and realign my words and deeds to no longer accept and allow abuse, and manifest a world that is best for all, thus there is no reason to waste time focusing on vibrations, when there is a guarantee of a solution within actually understanding how one creates in this world, and thus to focus on vibrations is actually avoiding the actual solution and accepting and allowing the abuse to continue.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to disregard that there are those who NEVER thrive, and spend their entire life dying, regardless of how they 'vibrate', because they are given no support from the system in their life, and have literally no access to the basic necessities required to exist here, and thus are locked into a constant state of physical suffering with no opportunities available to change their situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so separated from reality and what is actually taking place here in this world as what beings are actually experiencing and going through, that I have accepted justifications as to why some suffer, when the conditions of suffering are actually deliberately created by the current economic system and beings are born into such positions without any choice or any ability to get out of such positions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not place myself actually within the situation of being born into extreme poverty to realize in obvious common sense that there is no way I could 'vibrate' myself out of starving to death when there is no food available, or 'vibrate' myself out of dying of lack of water, or from treatable disease and lack of proper healthcare, or to have at least tested this out for myself by stopping eating and seeing if I can vibrate to keep myself from starving, or if I can vibrate to keep myself from requiring water, etc, to ensure that I am not justifying extensive abuse and suffering based on an assumption that I have not tested out, as that would be extremely evil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that 'well-being' is an energy that flows into my body or does not, when actual well-being as a physical being in a physical reality with physical requirements, depends on having the physical support one requires, as without that there is no 'well-being' and there is no 'being' as you die if your physical needs are not taken care of.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I 'know the future of the planet is good' when if you look at the accumulation of the current accepted human nature and what we're busy doing to ourselves and this world, and the fact that there is no indication of any change in human nature sufficient to have effect on a global scale, our future is destroying ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suggest that I know the future when I do not even have an effective understanding how we as humanity are creating and manifesting the world as it is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my fear is there to direct me, and that I should allow myself to be directed by my fear, within this not realizing that I am accepting and allowing myself to be directed by a feeling that I do not even understand how it is created or where it comes from.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that this makes me a slave to feelings, that I am giving away my ability to direct myself to instead be directed by feelings, that I don't even understand are created from the memories, thoughts, feelings, emotions, and experiences stored within my mind consciousness system, and thus to live as these feelings is to live according to an energetic reaction taking place within my body, created utilizing the physical resources of the body, that is based on experiences and memories of the past, and thus I am simply living out my past experiences over and over, and will repeat the same behavior reactions that have become programmed into my mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish myself within placing myself as 'less than' 'source', where 'source' is what must guide me as I cannot move and direct myself, when I don't even know what this 'source' is, or have ever met or spoken to it, or now it's plan, or what it stand for, yet am going to place my entire life under it's 'direction'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the emotions and feelings I experience within myself are 'source' directing and guiding me, not realizing that my emotions and feelings are created within my mind consciousness system, as preprogrammed reactions based on stored memories, and thus my emotions and feelings are actually preprogrammed reactions created by a system, and thus to allow myself to be directed by my fears actually keeps me trapped living within cycles of preprogrammed patterns.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everyone can live 'happily ever after' without having to actually change our human nature to actually stop abusing ourselves and each other, as how can we live happily if we are abusing each other.

I commit myself to speaking directly about what is actually going on in this world and not supporting ideas that I use to justify that everything is going to be 'alright' when I have not actually verified this with investigating the actual state of humanity and what is actually required to change it.

I commit myself to ensuring that a solution is actually a solution that will produce actual results, within understanding that to propose a solution that I have not actually investigated to ensure that it will work, is actually contributing to the problems and allowing them to continue, where I am not actually presenting a solution, but supporting the abuse to continue.

I commit myself to sticking to common sense as what actually applies in a physical reality, as that which produce an actual physical result.

I commit myself to focus on solutions that assist and support me to understand how I create myself and thus how I create this world, so that I can stop myself as the cause of abuse in this world, and reform myself into a being whose actions and words will manifest a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to realize that how I 'vibrate' is just a spin-off of 'who I am' and what I am living as, and thus it's not to direct the 'vibration', but to direct myself, and change the actual cause/source, since the 'vibration' is just a reflection, and will be what it is according to the actual behaviors and patterns I am participating in, and thus it is myself as the patterns and behaviors I participate in that I must come to understand and change. Within this, I commit myself to realizing that this means that it's not my 'vibration', or the frequency at which I vibrate that directs or affects the world, but it's who I am and how I live, as the physical actions I take, as a physical being that move and speak within a physical reality, together with many other beings, where all interaction actually takes place here in the physical, and thus, I commit myself to getting an understanding of myself as the patterns and behaviors I participate in, and identifying and stopping any behaviors that do not support life but support that abuse that exists in the world, so that I can recreate myself as a being that do not harm life and manifest a world without abuse.

Day 15: Abraham-Hicks On Do Not Worry About Your Planet,Focus On Yourself - Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that death is not real, and within this belief, disregard life here in this physical reality, within the justification that 'this is not all there is', when I in fact have NO IDEA what actually awaits us after death, because I have never been there.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself into thinking that death 'isn't real', despite the fact that people die all the time, and once they are dead, they do no come back, which proves beyond any doubt, that death has a Real and Lasting effect here, as once you die, you are no longer here part of this physical reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think all I have to do is 'get over the fear of death' because who I am is an 'eternal being', not considering that who I have become as a personality I formed and created based on my physical existence here in this physical reality in my physical human body, and thus who I am as a personality will cease to exist once I am no longer a part of this physical reality, and thus, to be a being that can stand eternally, regardless of life or death, means that I must not exist as a personality, thus to actually transcend death requires extensively more than simply 'getting over the fear of death', but that I must first get to know myself as who/what I have designed myself, to see if I have created myself according to principles which can stand for eternity, and realize that if there is even one thing I fear to lose, that who I am is not yet a being that can stand eternally, and that to become a being that stand eternally is going to take a process of at least 7 or more years, as who I have become as a personality was formed over many years, in many layers, and thus must be investigated and deconstructed layer by layer, until I stand clear, and then can begin to recreate myself as a being that live according to principles that stand the test of time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the belief of being an eternal being as a justification to not investigate myself or this physical reality, because 'I'm never going to die anyway', not considering that I do not even have a clue if this is true, or what or how I will exist, if I exist, after death, except that I will no longer be here in my physical body, and thus what do I know, is that once I have died, I will no longer be able to have an effect in this world and it will be too late for me to have an impact on changing this reality into what it should be - a life where all live in dignity, and that if I reach my death and I did not do all that I could, I will be disappointed, but it will be too late.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that what is going on in the world, does not have to be 'in my world' - not considering that this is only apparently possible because I am in a position where I am supported by the economic system, where if I wasn't then there would be no way for me to 'avoid' the 'negative' side of the economic system as it would be my reality, as it is for more than two thirds of the world's population, thus the idea that what happens in the world doesn't have to effect you is an elitist day-dream that only a small percent of the world's population can even fall for, for a moment, as they are not yet directly facing the consequences of the current economic system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I have no control in what is happening in the government, means that I cannot have any control or effect in the government and should thus accept this and not take any action, when I actually can become involved in the government and have an impact and affect within the government, thus the justification that 'I have no control over what the government is doing' is not valid, because it is by my non-involvement in the political system that I have no control within the government, because I have effectively avoided politics and not become a part of it, where I can actually have an effect, and thus all I have to do is become an actual part of it, to have an actual effect within the political system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sell to people the idea of feeling good, within a world where there is extensive suffering taking place in each and every moment, instead of exposing what is really going on in the world, so that we can sort out the shit, and manifest a world where all really can feel good, as an actual feeling that is based in the physical actuality of having a dignified life wherein you have access to that which you need to exist and thrive here and are not deliberately deprived for the sake of greed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the fact that fear is used to control and manipulate as an excuse to not act at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that being positive is all that is required for the problems in this world to cease.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within this belief, give the impression that positivity is all that is required, when it is actual physical actions that is required, and thus supporting the world and the abuse to remain the same, as no action will be taken to stop it.

I commit myself to walking the 7 year or more journey of self forgiveness and commitment to correction, wherein I deconstruct myself as a personality and rebuild myself as a being that stands the test of time, as a being who lives according to the principle of what is best for all life.

I commit myself to expanding myself in my world and living to my fullest ability here, so that I can have an actual impact on this world, so that when I die I will be satisfied that I did what I could to leave this world better than I found it.

I commit myself to realizing that I do not know if or how I will exist after I die, and thus the reality that actually matters is the physical reality in matter, because I am actually here, and I do know that I can actually have an effect here within my life as a physical being here.

I commit myself to considering that everything here in this world, is in 'my world', as there is actually no separation, as everything is here in this one reality, effecting this reality, and it is only that I am further removed from the consequence that we're manifesting in this world that I can pretend that there is no consequence or that the abuse in the world does not matter because it's not happening to me, even though I am a deliberate part in the cause of such abuse by accepting and allowing an economic system that I participate in every day which does not support everyone equally, and I commit myself to realize that such a system is not designed to last, and thus when it does fail, I will then suffer the consequences, and thus to avoid and ignore the situation is only allowing the inevitable problem to continue, instead of facing the problem and correcting it, and preventing unnecessary suffering and consequence.

I commit myself to becoming involved in the politic system, so that I can take self responsibility to place myself in a position in this world where I can have an impact on what is being accepted and allowed within government systems, instead of accepting that I am powerless which is a result of my deliberate uninvolvement and avoidance of the political system.

I commit myself to facing the problems of the world and finding solutions, and not hiding myself within an experience of 'feeling good', wherein I seek to have a positive feeling experience inside myself, despite what is actually going on in this world, which is actually delusional as deliberate participation in a mind fantasy that does not exist as a reality, and thus I commit myself to doing what it takes to manifest a world where 'feeling good' is not an emotional/feeling experience one has inside themself that is based in energy, but as a physical actuality that is actually lived and experienced by all equally, wherein all are given equal opportunity and ability to 'be happy' in this physical reality, by having access to that which is needed to survive and thrive here in physical reality.

I commit myself to realize that it is actual actions taken in the physical that is required to make change in this world, as it is a physical reality, and thus anything short of physical actions and anything or anyone that promote any form of solution that does not include actual practical action, is no solution and is in fact thus supporting the abuse in the world by allowing it to continue without taking action to stop it.