Day 142: Maybe we All need our own Personal Apocalypse from Derren Brown?

In this post, we’re going to take a moment here to talk about a new show out by the hypnotist Derren Brown, called ‘Apocalypse’. This show, while entertaining, actually has an important message in what it shows about humanity as we currently exist/function. The premise of the show is that Derren Brown hand selects a guy who is basically just wasting his life away in complacency, and stages an entire ‘end of the world’ scenario for this guy to go through, through convincing him that a meteor shower has struck the world and some lethal disease that turns people essentially into zombies is epidemic, in order to see going through a situation like this where he’s lost everything of the life he knew, if he can get him to appreciate his life and instill this guy with some compassion, courage and responsibility.

Before watching this show, I would highly recommend that you watch the documentaries Human Resources: Social Engineering in the 20th Century, and The Power Principle I-III. As these documentaries really effectively show how our perception of reality can be controlled and directed, influencing the very decisions we make and what we accept and allow to take place in reality. For example, in The Power Principle series, you see how throughout history, and thus still today, media has been very specifically controlled and used to promote certain viewpoints, such as convincing the people of the U.S. that we’ve needed to launch attacks on other countries that were apparently a threat, when no such threat actually existed, yet through the use of social media, such ideas of ‘threats from other countries’ were implanted into people’s minds, and various other tactics used to shape people’s perception of reality, like for example dropping leaflets from airplanes which read ‘this could have been a bomb’ to create fear in people that there were apparently other countries with the capability to drop bombs on you when that was not even the case, all to incite a specific reaction, a specific viewpoint of reality, where essentially, instead of seeing the actual reality in which there was no threat, people now ‘saw’ and alternate reality where there is some enemy needed to defend against. And through these kind of tactics, the invading of other countries was justified, but it wasn’t for the U.S. people’s protection, but for the expansion of business to enslave people and make profits.

So, once you’ve seen those documentaries to get an understanding of how one’s perception of reality can in fact actually be controlled, this new show Apocalypse is a perfect example of how this works. What they did in the show was took over the guy’s sources of information like for example his cell phone, where they sent fake news stories and tweets, to implant the idea of a meteor shower coming, and staged a few more events with people mentioning the imminent meteor showers and seeming to confirm that it was really happening, and so the guy was literally led to believe that it was real, as this is what everything in his reality was seeming to confirm to him. It was on the news, on twitter, people were talking about, etc.

Thus, this so perfectly shows how it is possible to hijack people’s awareness and basically create what perception of reality you want them to see, in order to get them to react how you want. I mean, it worked beautifully in this show, by leading this guy through the experience of losing everything, created a sense of appreciation for the comfortable life he had previously been living and for the people in his life, which he had before taken for granted. It shows how the psyche of the human is easily programmable, as it functions according to specific designs, and thus by introducing the proper input/experiences, you can influence, direct and control a person’s behavior, to a specific desired outcome.

Now if only we had time to stage an apocalypse for everyone, we could knock some compassion, courage and responsibility into humanity. Unfortunately, that is what we’re busy manifesting, only it’s for real, where because we’re not facing the harm we’re doing to our planet and ourselves, we’re busy creating earth to become a living hell, which it already is for many, but if we don’t stop, we’re going to take it to the extreme, from which there is no ‘coming back’.

For billions of beings life is already an apocalypse, as you can see within those documentaries mentioned above, where the focus of their lives is to find the next food to eat to not starve to death, and that is just to put it simply. For them however, they can’t go back to a comfortable life which they’ll now appreciate more, because they are stuck living in a perpetual ‘end of the world’ scenario where they are essentially trapped in a living hell. That is what those of us still living in relative comfort can look forward to, if we don’t stand up to change this. If it has to get to an apocalypse situation for us all to realize and take responsibility, then it’s going to be too late.

Therefore, as/if you watch this show Apocalypse, let it be your own personal wake-up call, to realize what really matters in this reality is to get our asses in gear before it’s too late, to prevent our own Apocalypse scenario For Real. The Solution has already begun to be walked within the Equal Money System, which is designed to transform our economic system from one of death and destruction, to one that supports life to thrive, and no longer be trapped within a system of enslavement for profit that’s busy just sucking away at life like a parasite until nothing of comfort will remain. You do not need a personal apocalypse to move yourself within compassion, courage and responsibility, and you don’t really want it to come to that. So don’t wait and go to http://equalmoney.org to get involved in the formulation of the system we’ve always been waiting for, to set us free from our own chains of fear and apathy, and move ourselves in appreciation of life, and within this to ensure that all have a life that can be appreciated.

Day 70: Corrective Statements on the ‘Fear of Failure’ Character

I commit myself to stop existing as the ‘Fear of Failure’ Character.

I commit myself to realizing that it is only a thought that triggers the character of ‘fear of failure’ that comes up so immediately I do not notice it, and thus I commit myself to when this character is activated, investigate myself and become aware of what thought triggered me to go into this character, to identify the thought so that I can recognize the thought and stop becoming and living as this character.

I commit myself to realizing that thoughts are not who I am, and that if I am controlled and directed by a thought, then I am not really here as myself, and thus I commit myself to not accepting myself as a thought, so that I can be here as myself as an actual being, and not just living as a thought that isn’t real.

I commit myself to realize that the thought of me failing does not actually exist, and that the only way I can ‘know’ that I am going to fail is if I am already creating it myself, as what hasn’t happened isn’t determined yet, and thus it is me accepting the thought of failure as real that makes it real, as I’ll then live according to and as that thought/belief.

I commit myself to realizing that I am in fact responsible for creating myself as failure when I believe/accept/live as the fear of failure, and thus it is my response ability to stop creating myself as failure by no longer accepting/participating in the character of ‘fear of failure’.

I commit myself to when and as I notice I am participating in backchat, to stop participating in the backchat as it is only reaffirming my acceptance of myself as failure, and is the literal process where I talk myself into manifesting myself as failure. 

I commit myself to when I see myself participate in the backchat of ‘what is the point if I’m just going to fail’, to realize that I am participating in a self belief of myself as failure as the fear of failure character which has been activated/triggered by a thought, and that the consequence of accepting and participating in this thought will be that I will manifest myself as failure, as if I give in to this backchat, the result will be that I will avoid doing that which I believe I am certainly going to fail, within this giving up possible opportunities to expand myself within applying myself in what I do, rather than sinply accepting myself as limited and ‘unable’, without actually walking a practical process to find out what I’m actually capable of.

I commit myself to when I see myself participate in the backchat ‘Man, I don’t want to go through that’, to stop, within the realization that I am busy convincing myself to accept myself as limited utilizing a picture of ‘what it is I’ll have to go through’ which is actually me projecting what is going to happen, which isn’t actually possible as it hasn’t happened yet,  and thus if I already know what is going to happen as how I am going to experience myself, it indicates that I am living as a repeating pattern of reactions as emotion/feeling experiences and thus am not really living here as life.  

I commit myself to when I see myself participate in the backchat ‘Why do I always fail’ to stop, within the realization that I am attempting to manipulate myself with my mind to believe that I ‘always fail’ in order to create an energetic experience within myself, wherein I become that energetic experience for the moment as it takes me over as a literal possession where it is all I see/think/feel/experience, distracting myself from being here and actually applying myself effectively within my world and reality.

I commit myself to become aware through the process of self investigation and getting to know myself, of how I accept and allow myself to be and live as a mind possessed zombie through actually believing in and accepting thoughts as valid and as who I am, so that I can stop living as a zombie to my own personal mind-control that I create for myself within accepting a thought as who I am when it is only a picture in my mind and not real.

I commit myself to no longer sabotage myself by accepting the thought of failure that trigger the character of ‘fear of failure’, to no longer accept my approach to myself and my life to be one of limitation wherein I create myself as failure through my participation in thoughts and backchat, so that I can change my approach to rather seeing how I can grow/develop/expand myself to be most effective and to walk in self trust and vulnerability to explore what I am actually capable of without sabotaging myself within thoughts as projections into the future that dictate who I am and will be, trapping myself in cycles of limitation and suppression, which is not way to live.

Thus, I commit myself to live a life that is real, where I am a real actual physical being here and not controlled and directed by thoughts in my mind that take me away from reality and living what is best for life, which is to be here as a participant that lives according to the principle of doing what is best for all life, in living the example of living a life without fear that I cause myself in my own mind which I allow to suppress and trap me within pictures and memories to not ever move and apply and expand myself here.  

Day 69: Self Forgiveness on the ‘Fear of Failure’ Character

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as the ‘Fear of Failure’ Character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is only a thought that comes up that I accept so immediately that I do not even notice the thought, and immediately go into the specific play-out once the character has been activated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am is a thought, and to not consider that if who I am is directed and controlled by a thought, then I am not really here as myself, as I’m being directed by something in separation from myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept the thought/belief that I will fail, within this not considering how can I know that I will fail before I have even tried.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I participate in this thought and believe it, that I will then actually manifest the failure myself, as I’ve already decided and accepted within myself that I am going to fail.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in backchat in relation to the thought I accepted, within this not realizing that this internal conversation was me reinforcing my belief in the thought and actually manifesting my own failure by actually literally talking myself into it, within the very words I allowed myself to speak within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the backchat ‘what is the point if I’m just going to fail’, and not realize that within this I have assumed/taken for granted that I will/am going to fail, and then to use this assumption/projection as an excuse to then not even try. Within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that if I am not yet effective at something, then I am certainly not going to get more effective by not doing it and walking the practical process that it takes to learn how to do something effectively, and thus the logic that there is ‘no point’ if I am ‘going to fail’ is completely backwards, as ‘failure’ or a miss-take, would simply indicate that I require to consider how to realign myself to the task at hand to be more effective in my approach, or to determine whether it is something I actually can’t do, and to then let it go completely to focus on what I can do, so that within this, my focus is always on how to be/become more effective in whatever way possible, and not sabotaging myself by holding myself back within a belief/assumption that I can’t do something and that I will fail.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the backchat ‘Man, I don’t want to go through that’, within this, not realizing that what it is that I am saying I ‘don’t want to go through’ is how I will experience myself within myself to/toward a certain situation, in this case ‘failure’ as how I’ve formed a relationship to this word, wherein I take it ‘personally’ and create an experience within myself when I have ‘failed’, wherein I will experience depression, self pity, sadness, anger, rage, disappointment in myself, and it is actually these feelings/emotions that experience in reaction to ‘failure’ that I am wanting to avoid/not go through, by not even trying. Thus the solution is not to stop trying in an attempt to avoid the situation that would trigger this reaction, but rather to stop allowing this experience within myself, toward ‘failure’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the backchat ‘Why do I always fail?’ within this not realizing that I do not actually always fail, that I am just seeing it this way within my mind in order to manipulate myself to have an energetic experience, in order to distract myself from actually applying myself here, within this not realizing how the mind distort reality which indicates that the mind cannot be trusted as it will lead to self deception and patterns that support self limitation in separating oneself from reality into a world of make-believe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore how I have been mind controlled by a single thought, where just from believing in and participating in a single thought, an entire pattern of physical behaviors, backchat internal conversations and emotion/feeling experiences is activated which I am not actually directing, and thus I am actually allowing myself to be a mind possessed zombie that is not actually here and not actually living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that by giving in to the thought of failure and becoming the ‘fear of failure’ character, I am accepting self limitation, and thus sabotaging myself to not grow/expand/develop into my fullest potential and be a real being here.

Day 32 – Daydreaming My Life Away Seemed So Sweet

For context listen to the interview LifeReview – The Daydreaming Zombie

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to daydream my life away.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I’d rather spend my time in a fantasy in my mind than to be here in reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept my reality as disappointing and thus give in to the temptation to daydream.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I turned to daydreaming as an attempt to ‘escape’ from my world and reality that I was disappointed with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be so entertained by playing with various scenarios within my mind that I started to do it more and more until It became like second-nature and I would do it practically all the time, without even really being aware of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I developed the habit of daydreaming to such an extent that I haven’t even been aware of just how frequently I participate in imagination and daydreaming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use going into my mind as a way to ‘cope’ with the experiences I have in my reality and interactions with people that don’t go how I’d like, and thus I play out in my mind what I would have liked to have happen or would like to have done or said to other beings in certain scenarios. Like for example when you are at work and you can’t just say what you’d like or you’ll be fired, so I’d rather go into my mind and say what I would have liked to say, and knowing that what you do within your mind there is ‘no consequence’ in the physical reality as there would be if you actually said those things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself using daydreaming by imagining variations of how I would act as a way to ‘feel better’ when a situation doesn’t go how I’d like, where I then play the scenario out in my mind as to how I would have liked it to go, and then in a way I get to ‘feel like’ I got to have it my way, at least in my mind, when though it wasn’t real and my actual reality has in no way whatsoever changed or been corrected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect my reality and my world as my relationships with others, within instead of taking action in reality to correct my relationships and how I act/react in the situations that come up in my world, ‘correcting’ it instead in my mind in a made-up fantasy illusion, to give myself a ‘feeling’ of correction and ‘closure’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to practically give up on correcting myself and my relationships in reality as I didn’t realize how and  further giving in more and more in daydreaming and where I could have a ‘correct version’ of reality in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give in to the temptation more and more of imagining ‘corrected’ versions of my reality in my mind’s imagination, as no matter what happened in reality I could always ‘make it right’ in my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give in to the temptation to daydreaming as it is ‘so much easier’ than having do actually do something in reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose to participate in daydreaming instead of being here in reality despite realizing that it never can and never will produce actual results in my world and reality, and that I will always have to ‘come back’ to my world and reality, as I never actually leave it as it’s where I am and I have to come back to take care of my physical needs like requiring to eat and go to the bathroom, etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the corrected versions of reality in my mind not realize that I always imagined the scenarios that took place in my actual life in such a way that I am always ‘in the right’ and the other beings are the ones that are wrong or to blame for how the situation went in reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the versions of reality I created in my mind I was not considering the other beings at all, but only myself and what I wanted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that if actual reality went the way it did in my mind as everything working out in my favor, that the world would be practically no different than it is now with extensive abuse taking place in the name of self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that I could have used my imagination in a supportive way in imagining possibilities as to how I could direct myself and my reality in a way that will manifest a world that’s best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the more time I spend in my mind creating these scenarios, the more I am accepting that I can’t or won’t take action in the actual reality, accepting myself as limited and accepting my world and reality as it is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by using daydreaming as a coping mechanism, I was actually using it to assist myself to be able to accept my reality as it is, as it kept me entertained despite my world and reality being basically doing the same thing day in and day out, as is the reality for most people within the current system where we’re accepting and allowing ourselves to exist as wage slaves that work the same repetitive consumerism-based job day after day and use whatever methods of entertainment we can afford to not get ‘bored to death’ – instead of realizing that we can stand up for a new system where we are not enslaved and can actually live life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that spending time in my mind daydreaming in fantasies that I’m not actually experiencing is a waste of my time that I have here where I could be having real experiences and actually living my life, and grow and expand myself to have an impact on this world in changing reality into a reality that I would actually like to be in and not be tempted to ‘escape’ from within my imagination in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider the energy it takes to actually be living in two realities, the one in real physical reality and the make-believe reality I created in my mind, and trying to keep them separate so I do not get confused as to what has actually happened in my world and reality, and what was only the fantasy that I created in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I would be able to have these two worlds and not have the fantasy in my mind affect how I live and act in actual reality, when one result was that I frequently would experience frustration when reality did not match the fantasy in my mind of how I would like my reality to be, and thus by living in these two worlds I was causing myself a lot of inner turmoil and stress that takes its toll on the human physical body, and thus literally killing my body, which gives me the ability to live and exist here in the physical real reality, which when I die I will no longer be able to participate in either reality, the real or imagined, as I’ll no longer have a mind consciousness system infused within and utilizing the resources of a human physical body in which to even have an imagination.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go through my life as a virtual zombie, where I just walked through my daily reality, not really here, but always entertaining myself in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that the more I accepted myself as not able to really be or do anything in my reality and just went into my mind into fantasies instead, the more I was actually creating that as a reality as I was not developing an effective relationship with myself and taking the time and effort and assisting myself to do or become more, but simply accepting myself as more and more diminished and incapable and so that was what I was actually manifesting within that acceptance and allowance of internal conversations that would say things like ‘this is all you’ll ever be/do’, and just accepting that voice and giving in, and seeing fantasy and daydream as the only apparent alternative.

I commit myself to not accepting myself as not able to or not wanting to actually get to know myself here and develop myself in reality so that I can become an effective participant, and really actually live my life and direct myself into a being that stand for what is best for life.

I commit myself to being aware of when I participate or am about to participate in daydreaming in attempting to fabricate a ‘better’ ‘corrected’ version of reality in my mind in order that I can feel like I am in the right when I am disappointed with how something has gone in my reality, and instead remaining here and utilizing such a moment to see how and where I can correct myself and my reality, so that I will not be tempted anymore to avoid it, as I will have expanded myself and my ability to participate in my reality and no longer placing myself as a ‘hapless victim’ to my world and reality with no apparent ability to effectively direct myself and my reality.

I commit myself to stop creating realities in my mind that are in my self interest only, as it is no different than actually living those behaviors in reality from the perspective that what I am supporting to exist in my mind is who I am accepting and allowing myself to be and it will carry through in my words and deeds and so affect my world and reality, as can already be seen by how the human is predominantly existing as and within a starting point of self interest and manifesting a world full of  abuse.

I commit myself to no longer being a Daydreaming Zombie but a being that is fully Here that live and express myself in reality and does not waste time and energy at the expense of my physical human body in mind-illusion fantasies.

Day 23 - Are We Corporate Zombies or Living Beings? - Self Forgiveness

For context watch Psywars, and read Day 22- Separation Propagation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that there are corporations whose purpose is to improve the images of countries and persons, despite what acts those countries and person have actually done, like brutally murdering innocent beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is this way due to our acceptance and allowance of the corporations to have such control, and not considering that we should be aware of such entities that have such power and be aware of what they actually do, instead of having accepted the fabricated public relations propaganda that was presented to us when we knew it was too good to be true, but took the ‘easy way’ of just going along with what we were told.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that sophisticated propaganda would be required for so many to be accepting such an unsupportive and abusive system, day in and day out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in a system where not all are supported, you can pay those who are not supported to have just about anything done, including people staging events to be televised to incite the people of a country to want war with another country.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that because we don’t have a system that supports everyone means that we have been and are taking things by force from each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that unless we all together make sure that we all have what we need, that we are going to have to then take it from each by force – this means war, murder, theft, and thus we are the creators of war, murder, theft by not standing together to ensure that we all have what we need, and do not have to take it by force.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the current system has been sold to me just like any product that is professionally marketed, using tactics to convince me to buy into something that doesn’t actually support me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have come to trust in specific symbols and video editing techniques as is used in for example news broadcasting to tell me that I can trust the information presented, so that I’ve become a zombie that is mind controlled by symbols and doesn’t do any critical evaluation of the information that is presented.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that there are businesses that profit extensively from war, from all the equip that is created and utilized solely for the purpose of war, all the various vehicles and weaponry and from treatment of those injured by such, and that such business and corporations thus work to support war in order to support their profit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not recognize the obvious separation and pure evil in the words of some of those in the media who have spoken in support of war, within blatant disregard of the lives that will be taken and those that will suffer brutally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that everything we’ve been told as reasons why to go to war with a certain country, has been fabricated in order to convince us to go to war when there was actually no need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that people are so easily able to be manipulated as evidenced by the fact of the atrocities that a population allows its government to commit, that are beyond any kind of sanity, that many would have to be utterly brainwashed to allow and even condone such activities to take place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the elites and big family names of those who started some of the first big companies in the world, were actually upstanding citizens that cared about society when the events of history so obviously show that what they cared about and all they cared about what maximizing their profits, and would go to such extent as to brutally harm and kill any other beings without any regard for their life whatsoever, in order to secure profits.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that charities have provided a point where corporations and individuals can make themselves look good by seeming to care by just contributing money to a charity organization, while accepting the same economic system in which people simply aren’t given enough money in the first place that they are allowed to have their quality of life dependent on what charity they get or do not get, in which case they are allowed to suffer and die, without any means to support themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that charity has served to allow the current exploitative system to continue by giving the appearance that ‘help is being given’ when the reality is that inadequate help is being given to only a few while the majority still suffer in unacceptable conditions, when such suffering is totally unnecessary, and is being perpetrated for the sake of a few to make profits and live lives of ridiculous excess on the backs of those they have enslaved.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the concept of ‘national security’ was created and is used to justify war.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that propaganda is used to ‘propagate’ faith in something, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not recognize when I am allowing faith to be propagated in me based on some information that is presented, rather than investigating the information in common sense and seeing whether the information is within the principles that will manifest a world that is best for all, or whether it is supporting separation and abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that we could all be equal, that there is no reason that we exist as ‘elites’ and ‘the people’, the ‘haves’ and the ‘have-nots’, or any other names to describe these two polarity manifestations, except that a constant and continuous barrage of propaganda on a daily basis keeps us within beliefs and justifications of why things are the way they are, that ‘we’re doing the best we can’, to ‘hope for the future’, and anything and everything that’s ever been said or implied that we must accept the system as it is, as it is only through this constant stream of propaganda that such abuse and inequality is even allowed to exist, as when one sees the situation in clarity it is obviously unacceptable.

I commit myself to realizing that my lack of awareness of what is going on in this reality is the reflection of my lack of awareness of what is going on within myself.

I commit myself to realizing that it is by all of humanity standing together and ensuring that each has what they need, that we can end war and taking from each other by force. Within this, I commit myself to realizing that I am part of humanity and that I must actually live this as myself as an individual, as who I am, as a being who is committed to ensuring that all have what they need, and considers all life equal in all decisions.

I commit myself to investigating how I react to symbols, words, and pictures, to become aware of how I have become programmed to react to certain symbols, words, and pictures with specific predesigned reactions, so that I can stop those reactions to no longer exist as a mind-controlled zombie, but am free to investigate what is here without going into and being controlled by preprogrammed reactions where my behavior is then able to be manipulated by those that understand how the mind consciousness system works and would take advantage.

I commit myself to show that charity as it exists is actually evil, as it serves to keep the system in place which causes so many to suffer, and thus I commit myself to share the truth about what charity is to anyone that would present charity as the solution to the world’s problems.

I commit myself to realizing the simplicity of the solution of living in equality, and how it will put an end to competition, war, abuse and suffering for all beings and give all the best life possible which is unimaginable leaps and bounds above what most of us live like currently.

I commit myself to realize that in equality we all will live like millionaires, and there will be no reason to lie, cheat, and steal from one another, as we will all be effectively supported to thrive in this reality.