Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
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Day 194: WHO is Paranoid??



This is a continuation from the previous post: 


Let's look at the definition of paranoid, here’s how it's defined in Wikipedia– 


Paranoia /ˌpærəˈnɔɪə/ (adjective: paranoid /ˈpærənɔɪd/) is a thought process believed to be heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Paranoid thinking typically includes persecutory beliefs, or beliefs of conspiracy concerning a perceived threat towards oneself. (e.g. "Everyone is out to get me.") Making false accusations and the general distrust of others also frequently accompany paranoia. For example, an incident most people would view as an accident or coincidence, a paranoid person might believe was intentional.

What’s interesting is that last sentence, because it would imply that it’s only a few people that are paranoid and that most are not, yet it’s really actually that Everyone is paranoid, and a few are just the extreme cases. Because most people have ‘thought process believed to be heavily influenced by anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion’. Certainly media has portrayed ‘paranoid’ individuals, like conspiracy theorists for example, ‘tin-foil hat wearers’, ‘crazies’ that say over and over ‘they’re coming to get me, they’re coming to get me’ – yet this is really just one context of paranoia and is at a advanced stage where the paraNoise in the person’s mind has now taken over completely and they’ve become that paranoia in not just thought but in their very behaviour in what they speak and how they act..

Yet this is no different from everyone else, because we have become our mind to such an extent that we just listen to the para-noise as the thoughts in our mind, and we live them out in reality, in our words we speak, and in our behaviour, in what we do, and what we accept and allow in this world. I mean – have a look around – is this the sort of world that beings free from paranoia would create? A world where we are slaves to money and where the majority is in poverty? Where crime is rampant? Where wars are waged – where we actually kill each other, for any reason whatsoever, is this the acts of a species that is free from paranoia? Obviously not, obviously the opposite.

The media shows such limited presentations of what a ‘Paranoid person’ apparently is/looks like, so you won’t recognize paranoia for what it is at every level, in all contexts, and thus that you are in fact paranoid if you think and are influenced by your thoughts, because if you realized that, you might be able to do something about it. And if you weren’t paranoid – that is, able to be influenced by thoughts to irrationality, your behaviour wouldn’t be so controllable and predictable.

Because paranoia has been used to manipulate human behavior. And for an in-depth, eye-opening account of how this has been done and is done, read or listen to the audiobook ‘The Shock Doctrine’ by Naomi Klein and/or watch the documentary adaptation of the book: The Shock Doctrine. So there are those who would take advantage and utilize paranoia through propaganda and media to instil fears in the minds of people to take over their reasoning, and this is how wars have been accepted, how poverty and starvation has been justified, and all the atrocities that take place in the world today, that we accept and allow to take place, because they wouldn’t be happening if we didn’t accept it, and we wouldn’t accept it, if it wasn’t for para-Noise that’s been implanted into our minds that we’ve given in to, because our minds and our focus and attention is then focused on the Paranoise propaganda in our minds, instead of seeing in reality the consequences that we’re creating and allowing to take place. 

So in this, you can see that Paranoia takes many forms, it is not just some ‘crazy’ in a tin foil hat who thinks they are going to be beamed up to the mother ship by sinister aliens.. Paranoia is the thoughts that we give value to, the beliefs, feelings, emotions, reactions, internal conversations that takes place in our minds that we allow to be the directive principle of who we are, how we act, how we speak, and what we’ll allow in the world and in our lives. It’s the ParaNoise that leads to Paranormal activity, where we act irrationally instead of sticking to common sense as living according to what is best for everyone.

For more self education on how the human mind has been manipulated and controlled through paranoia watch:

The Power Principle
The Trap
Psywar
Human Resources: Social Engineering in the 20th Century
The Century of the Self: Part 1- Happiness Machines
Catastroika - Greek Documentary
The Marketing of Madness

Day 193: Humanity is Paranoid


Humanity is Paranoid - and the Ways are practically Countless - So we’re going to take a look at PARANOIA and how we, Humanity exist as Paranoia. Now firstly, to get further context on what it is we’re meaning in terms of paranoia, read both the Creation’s Journey to Life posts on the topic, and the Heaven’s Journey to Life posts which are dealing with the subject in further detail. You can find all those here:
Creation’s Journey to Life Posts: DAY 395, DAY 396, DAY 397, DAY 398, DAY 399, DAY 400, DAY 401, DAY 403, DAY 404
Heaven’s Journey to Life Posts: DAY 387, DAY 388, DAY 389, DAY 390, DAY 391, DAY 392

So be sure to first do that self education with reading those blogs to ensure you’ve got the proper context, and because it is really fascinating stuff. Though, to provide a basic context here Paranoia is being defined in essence as that which is paranormal, and that which takes one away from and out of touch with the physical reality. It is the ‘para-noise’ that takes place in our minds that keeps us busy in our minds instead of here in actual reality, where our perception of reality is distorted or even in some cases blocked out entirely because of our distraction with the paranoid activity in our mind, where we’re participating in a whole universe of dimensions, from imagination to thoughts, feelings/emotions and reactions, none of which is here, is actually a part of or existent within actual reality, which is the physical reality. For more context on that, suggest to walk the Free Course DIP Lite, which walks you through just what are thoughts, feelings, emotions and reactions and how to direct yourself within them through self honesty and self-introspection.

So, where does this paranoia come from? Most of it we learn within our first 7 years of life, from our primary influence which is most often our parents, where we essentially pick up all their paranoias as learned behaviors that we then live out in our lives and throughout our lives, and then as adults, pass on our paranoias to the next generation, and the next..

These paranoias have been and continue to be instilled into society through various sources and forms of media which we accept as real, as reality. Watch the documentary Century of the Self to see how this was done, and how much of our behaviors and tendencies were predesigned, which should make you then really question where it is the thoughts in your mind have actually come from..and whether you really want to be listening to Thoughts that you don’t even know how they got there. The fact that humans will listen to this Para-Noise in their mind shows the human is in fact Paranoid.

You only have to look at the world at the state it is in, to see how paranoia is behind almost everything we do, the decisions we make and what we allow to take place in this world and be done to human beings and our environment – the harm we are causing to ourselves and nature and the animals is due to paranoia, and that we accept and allow it to take place also due to paranoia. Due to focusing on and listening to the ParaNoise in our mind to the extent that we are ignoring what is busy going on in reality as the direct consequence of our living – all the suffering and abuse that we’re busy allowing because we’re too busy caught up in the Para-Normal activity going on in our mind, caught up in an Illusionary reality in our mind  and neglecting the actual reality here in the physical.

So, it’s important, vital that we assist and support ourselves to become aware what are the paranoias we participate in, where this paranoia has come from and how it functions, so that we can stop existing as this paranoia. As the consequence if we do not, is not where we would like to go and experience, which is the consequence that many human beings are suffering already, as the result of our collective paranoia, which leads us to inaction to change the situation. So we know, we can already see before us, the consequence that ‘awaits’ (because it's actually already happening to many) if we continue within and as the Paranoia in our minds – if we do not Silence the Para-Noise in the mind through taking back self direction of our own mind and our lives and living – to stop living Paranoid, and live in a way that is best for life, where we are not distracted by our Imagination but focus on the Real reality here and sorting it out, stopping the rampant abuse, so we can live for real and really have some fun. For this investigate Equal Money as the economic system aligned to support humanity and all life, and read the Economist’s Journey to Life blog and Marlen Life’s blog which are walking through the redefining of Human Rights – which is necessary to get sorted out, to ensure that everyone can have a dignified life and that abuse on earth can be stopped. 

In posts to come, we’ll be investigating some of the Paranoias that humanity exist as and getting into the detail of the ParaNoise that takes place in the mind that leads to our Paranormal behaviour in reality, so we can sort this out, and free ourselves from the Paranoia that we have kept ourselves enslaved in and thus never changing, never sorting out ourselves and reality.

Day 73: Commitment Statements on the ‘I Don’t Want to Miss-Out’ Character


Featured Art by Anna Brix Thomsen

I commit myself to investigate myself to become aware of all the ways I exist as the ‘I Don’t Want to Miss-Out’ character, so that I can stop living as and according to a thought/belief which is not relevant to reality, so that I can remain here in reality and stop ‘Missing-Out’ on Real Life by being possessed in my mind where I trap myself by believing in the pictures my mind shows me so that I then live according to the pictures in my mind instead of reality which means I’m existing in an alternate reality in my mind, while I am actually here as the physical and thus missing out on myself and life as the physical.

I commit myself to be/become aware of what is just a picture in my mind, so that I can actually see and identify when a picture comes up in my mind and realize that it is just a picture in my mind and not actual reality, and so that within being able to identify when a picture pops up that I can see it for what it is and not immediately go into belief of that thought, which then will shape my entire perception of reality, and thus will shape who I am as I will act and live according to that perception.

I commit myself to realizing that the pictures that pop up in my mind are only pictures and are never reality.

I commit myself to realize that when a picture comes up in my mind of a scenario where I am ‘having such a good/amazing time’ to immediately realize that this is only a picture that I am attempting to manipulate my perception of reality with, and thus not participate/believe in/validate the picture.

I commit myself to when I see a picture come up in my mind of where I have ‘missed out on an opportunity to do something awesome’ and ‘have an awesome experience’, to realize that it is only a picture that I am attempting to manipulate myself with, that will control/determine my behavior, where I am trying to convince myself to take certain actions out of the fear of ‘missing out’, and thus I am living only as this fear, and not making an actual self-willed decision of what I’d like to do or what would be most effective to do.

I commit myself to investigating myself and getting to know all the ways that I manipulate myself with pictures, where I allow myself to be directed by positive and negative images that come up in my mind, so that I can stop this self-manipulation and making choices out of fear of loss, so that I can rather make the most effective decisions instead of being ruled by fear.

I commit myself to be/become aware of the internal conversations/backchat that I participate in and use to manipulate myself and how I live and interact with myself and with others, so that I can stop manipulating myself through internal conversations within the understanding of the consequences I manifest through how I create myself with the very words and sentences I allow to take place/exist within me.

I commit myself to no longer participate in the backchat of ‘maybe I should go, I don’t want to miss out on this’ within the realization that this is only a thought based on fear of loss, which indicates that I am not standing here stable as myself, but am allowing ‘who I am’ to be determined by what I do, as the experiences I have/don’t have, and thus I commit myself to really getting to know myself so that I can stand here stable as myself as ‘who I am’ decided by myself in awareness of how I create myself and this reality as the reflection of who I am.

I commit myself to no longer participate in the backchat of ‘I bet it’s going to be really fun’ and to realize that I speak this phrase within myself to mind control myself into certain courses of action/behavior, and to realize that I obviously don’t and can’t know how I am actually going to experience myself, and thus a thought is never reality, yet I’ll shape how I experience myself based on the thoughts that I believe are real.

I commit myself to be/become aware of the physical feelings I experience when participating in/as the ‘I don’t want to miss-out’ character, as the indicators that assist and support me to see/consider/realize the abuse that I cause to the physical and myself as the physical within participating in the thoughts/feelings/emotions in general and relating to this particular character, and that assist and support me to see/realize exactly when/where/how I participate in this character, so that I may realize and stop myself.

I commit myself to stop wreaking havoc on my physical body, by walking myself through investigating myself in totality to see and identify each and every way I live as this character of ‘I don’t want to miss-out’ and of all characters that I live as, so that I can stop participating in abusing myself and this reality as the consequence of participation in/as thoughts/feelings/emotions through living as characters, instead of real beings here.

I commit myself to realize that when I am participating in and living as a character that I am not actually here in reality and thus when I participate in and as the character of ‘I don’t want to miss-out’, I am actually already missing-out on myself as the real physical being here and this physical reality and instead only participating in my mind reality which isn’t real as it doesn’t exist in substance, but only as a bubble of an alternate reality which only I experience, as thoughts/feelings/emotions experienced within my human physical body as chemical reactions, and thus not actual real physical experience as life here, and thus I commit myself to stop existing as all characters so that I can exist as a real being here, not missing-out on the time I have here as a physical being before it’s too late.



                                                               







Day 71: The ‘I Don’t Want to Miss-Out’ Character




We were woken up in the middle of the night- a neighbor’s field was on fire and the guys were being asked to go help put it out. So as a girl I was not being asked to go along. A picture, as a ‘negative’ thought, popped up in my mind where I stayed home, and they come back talking about how fun it was and then I’ll feel like I really missed out and be really disappointed that I didn’t go. And then the ‘positive’ thought came up of if I went along, and in the picture I was experiencing myself as having a fun and exciting time. So here is the initial negative thought, and the following positive thought that hooks you in to believing this perception of reality, accepting the thoughts as valid, where you’ll then act according to the thoughts.

So the moment after I had the trigger thought come up, I then experienced a strong urge to go with them, and the backchat was like ‘if I don’t go, I’m going to miss out on a fun time, a fun experience, and then I will regret it’. In this moment, because I have been assisting and supporting myself in getting an understanding of how character creation and activation works, I saw that this was a character that was being activated and I could see the thought that activated it, and that the thought is really only a thought and not reality, and thus that I was actually manipulating myself with a thought.

I experienced an anxiety and an urgency that in past experiences I have actually acted on in moments, where I felt like ‘oh man, if I don’t go do this I am really going to regret it, and I’m going to miss a great time, that I can have as a memory that I can add to my collection of memories that I hold onto as ‘who I am’ to feel like I ‘am somebody’ because I have apparently ‘lived’. When it only shows that who I am accepting myself to be is not life but is memories if I am busy holding onto memories and believing that my memories make me who I am, instead of being here actually living.

So then I would actually go and do the thing, whatever it was, just out of this fear of missing out, like for example going out clubbing with some friends, where when I would be invited to go out clubbing, or when the idea was proposed, I would picture myself there having such an awesome time, and I didn’t want to miss-out on that awesome time, so I would just immediately agree to go if I was able to. 

However, since the thought as the picture of me having a really good time there, was really only just a thought and not reality, reality did not always go as I had pictured it. What I really didn’t want to miss-out on was how I thought I would experience myself in such situation, it wasn’t the physical event that I actually cared about or wanted to have, but how I would feel, like that I would feel like I am ‘cool’ and ‘superior’. So when I’d actually be in the situation, I’d then be convincing myself in my backchat/internal conversations that ‘yeah, I am having a really great time, and man I feel so cool for being in this special place with this special music and special decorations all for me to be here and feel like I am special for being here. Not considering/realizing that it is all staged exactly for that purpose, to assist me in concocting an energetic experience within myself, and thus not an actual real experience, but a made-up one, just a fantasy in my mind.

So within this, the irony is that what it is that I fear to miss as the ‘I don’t want to miss-out’ character, is the experience as how I’ll feel, which I create myself anyway. I am the one that is creating the experience to apparently be something ‘special’ that I ‘don’t want to miss-out on’, and thus I am creating and trapping myself within my own polarity cycle of ‘I don’t want to miss out on the fun I’ll have there’ and then while I’m there, telling myself ‘Oh man, I am having so much fun’ as, I must be having so much fun, as I imagined I would, and I came here just for that purpose, because I believed that it would be fun, so now I must convince myself that it is, otherwise I will realize that there wasn’t anything really to miss-out on, and then won’t have this excuse to generate this energy and ‘fun-time’ experience.

Thus, within this not realizing that I am the one that created the belief that such event is going to be fun, and then become my own self-fulfilling prophecy within ‘making it’ be true by then hyping up the experience and convincing myself in my backchat/internal conversation that ‘I really am having so much fun, and so it really was worth it to go, as otherwise I would have missed-out on ‘all this’ as the experience that I’m having that I’m actually creating within myself, so that the next time the thought comes up, I will again immediately have the urge to go, and will act on it, and thus become an effective slave to my mind as a pattern cycling over and over again. Where, when I participate in this character, I am not even considering what I would actually like to do in the moment, and in fact, am not even able to consider what I like, as the energy of the desire to go takes over, and I get caught in the polarity game, of ‘Oh man, I should go or I might miss out on a really fun time, but well, maybe I don’t really want to go, maybe it won’t be that much fun and then I will regret going, so what do I do??’. 

As long as I am existing as this character, I will not be able to make an effective decisions as I won’t be able to see clearly what is actually practical to do in the moment, and what it is I’d actually like to do, in the context of being a physical being here and expressing myself. Thus, in the next post I’ll continue with the process of deconstructing this character and apply self forgiveness and corrective statements.