Day 113: Validation Character: Imagination Dimension: Commitment Statements

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Here I’m now continuing from the last post in which I walked Self Forgiveness for the Validation Character, with now walking the Commitment Statements for the Validation Character, where I explained in the previous post that this is to - assist and support myself in preparing myself for when facing a moment where I notice this character activate in the Imagination Dimension, to have laid forth a corrective application to walk in that moment, and so assist and support myself to stand up and change in that moment.

Imagination Dimension: Self Commitment Statements
I commit myself to when I notice myself going into the Imagination Dimension of the Validation Character when facing meeting/interacting with someone, I stop and breathe, and do not allow myself to go into/participate in imagining/playing out scenes in my mind where I imagine how things ‘might go’ if the person ‘doesn’t like me’ and that I will experience myself negatively if that is the case, where I’ll imagine them being ‘mean’ or ‘nasty’ to me and me taking it personally within reacting negatively within myself.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself going into imagination, to stop, breathe, ground myself here in reality, within the realization of the consequences of participating in my imagination is to remove me from reality, so that I miss out on life and meeting/interacting with others as myself, and so sabotaging my relationships to/with others in my world/environment.

I commit myself to no longer fall for imagination as the scenes I play out in my mind as I realize they are not real and are only there to convince myself to go into this character so that I will participate in energetic experiences within myself as positive and negative feeling/emotion experiences in order to generate energy to feed the mind, and thus I commit myself to stop feeding the mind through/within participation in imagination, so that I can live for real in living here as myself and not as a character with predesigned/predetermined behaviors of self limitation.

I commit myself to when and as I notice the imagination dimension activating, to immediately realize that I face a decision where I will either compromise myself by allowing myself to go into my imagination and allow myself to believe in the scenarios/playouts I see within my mind, or I can stop, and stand up and remain here as myself and not go into imagination, and so no longer accept and allow myself to compromise myself and my relationships by sabotaging myself within my own mind.

I commit myself to realize that when I allow myself to go into my imagination, that I am actually practicing a form of mind control on myself, manipulating myself with pictures/scenes in my mind that I made up, to convince myself to allow myself to become a character, and essentially give up on myself as myself here as a real being, to rather be/become/live as a character which is not life, as it exist as preprogrammed information stored within my mind, as specific patterns of thoughts/feelings/emotions/mannerisms/tonalities/backchat/internal conversations/imaginations where I then live as those behaviors and so give up directive control of myself over to my mind, and thus allow myself to be/become mind controlled, by my own mind, which is like, really bizarre.

Thus, I commit myself to uncovering all the ways in which I utilize/participate in/allow imagination as a tool to keep myself enslaved and never changed, never expanding, so that I can end the cycle of self-enslavement, and to rather expand myself to find out what is even possible for me to be/become, which I’ve never allowed myself to do, because I’d given in to the mind, and thus I commit myself to get to know my mind in every way, so that I no longer stand separate from it where it can control/influence/direct me, and so take back my self direction, and really live here.

We’ll continue in the next post in walking the Backchat Dimension of the Validation Character.

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Day 76: Commitment Statements on the ‘I Don’t Know What/How to Write’ Character

I commit myself to realize that the thoughts that come up in my mind as the picture of me failing to write effectively is not ever real, and thus I commit myself to stop participating in and living as the ‘I don’t know how/what to write’ character.

I commit myself to realize that when I believe in the picture illusion as real that I remove myself from reality as I’m only acting according to a ‘perception’ which is not actual reality, and thus I commit myself to recognize when I am accepting pictures/images in my mind that comes from memories/past experiences to shape my view of reality, so that I can stop believing in a picture that isn’t real, and see directly actual reality here.

I commit myself to realize that a picture is always just a picture, regardless if it ‘seems real’ or how much I believe it, a picture is a picture and not reality.

I commit myself to realize that believing in pictures is enslaving myself to my mind as I am allowing myself to be completely directed by the pictures my mind is showing me, where I allow the mind to direct me using pictures of positive/negative experiences and just like a robot can be steered according to these negative pictures/positive pictures, where I’ll seek out the picture as the experience I’ve defined as ‘positive’ and avoid the experience I’ve defined as negative, where within this there is no self directive principle as I’m not in control of myself but am enslaved to pictures.

I commit myself to realize what's going on when I participate in this character of 'not knowing how to write' is that I'm actually accepting and allowing myself to be/remain limited in ensuring that I don't take the actions that would lead me to expand myself in my ability to write, and thus I commit myself to taking the actions that lead to me expanding myself.

I commit myself to realize that the positive and negative feelings I've attached toward the picture/image thought of failing to write something, are not real and are actually self manipulation where I create positive/negative feeling experiences within myself to manipulate my behavior and to determine the choices I make, and thus I commit myself to find and identify all the positive/negative feelings I have attached to pictures/thoughts so that I can see exactly how/where I manipulate myself, and stop.

I commit myself to realize that I do not require to know how to write something before I've written it, as it requires an actual process walked in the physical of actually placing words in the physical within a structure and sequence, and thus I commit myself to 'getout of my head' as wanting to have 'prior knowledge' of how to do something, and realize that you can't 'know how to do something', you have to actually walk it in the physical, and thus if I'm always waiting to do something to first 'know' how to do it, then I will never do anything, and thus this 'wanting/needing to know' is actually a trap where I keep myself from actually doing anything and moving and walking in expansion of myself and my abilities.

I commit myself to stop abusing the physical through participation in the 'I don't know how/what to write' character, within the stress and tension that I cause within my physical body from the thoughts/emotions/feelings that I participate in as this character.

I commit myself to utilize the thoughts that come up in my mind as tools that are showing me exactly how/where I've subjugated myself to my mind, by allowing myself to be directed and manipulated by images/pictures as the thoughts that come up in my mind, so that I can stop all participation in self manipulation through participation in characters whose purpose is to generate energetic feeling experiences within myself at the expense of the physical, and rather live here as an actual real being that is not subject to pictures and preprogrammed predesigned reactions to pictures based on memories, which aren't who I really am, because life isn't a memory.