Day 99: The My Way Character – Self Commitment Statements

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I commit myself to transforming myself from a being that lives within an idea of My Way, where I want what I have decided is best for me, in total disregard of the bigger picture as all life here, to a being that considers all life here equally, as that is what will manifest the best world possible for myself and all included, as when we all live in consideration of everyone equally, then we will not allow abuse to exist in any form.

I commit myself to take responsibility for how this world exists, where the reality we’ve created is competition against one another, within the realization that the cause of this is us collectively living from/within a starting point of self interest and not considering all life, but only ourselves within a limited bubble in our minds in separation of the whole.

I commit myself to stop believing in the alternate reality in my mind as the pictures that come up within my mind, within the realization that a picture is my mind is not reality, it’s only a picture in my mind, and when I believe in that picture and participate in that picture as if it were real and who I am, that I separate myself from reality, as I’ve now accepted a picture in my mind as reality, and thus will act accordingly to the picture while disregarding actual reality.

I commit myself to showing the duplicity of the My Way character, where self is wanting/expecting/desiring others to consider what self wants when self hasn’t considered everyone else and is only considering what self wants, so perpetuating the cycle of everyone only considering themselves as an individual according to one’s wants/desires, without actually checking/verifying that one’s wants/desires are taking everyone into consideration and not compromising anyone else.

I commit myself to stop spitefulness within myself, by investigating myself to uncover all ways in which I act as and become the My Way character, where I am only considering myself within an idea of what is best for me that is separate from considering or regarding everyone else, as all the beings in this reality, because I am not separate from them, we all live in the same reality here, and so to disregard anyone/anything is to disregard a part of myself. 

I commit myself to living the solution of considering all life equally, to show that it is only a matter of changing oneself from a perspective of self interest in separation of the whole, to a starting point of considering all life equally, that will transform this world from one of competition and struggle, to heaven on earth where no matter where you are, you have the same support to have the best life possible, as the logical step would be to create a system through which we ensure that everyone is effectively supported.

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Day 98: The My Way Character – Self Forgiveness Statements Continued

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when the thought comes up that I might not get My Way, to believe in this thought, instead of realizing that it is just a picture in my mind, which I utilize to trigger a certain set of emotion/feeling/thought/backchat reactions within myself, through which I am creating an entire experience within myself, totally in no relation to reality, and thus creating and going into an ‘alternate reality’ in my mind, in which I fear that I am not going to get My Way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into my imagination and actually play out in my mind what might happen if I don’t get my way, as to how and in what ways I might suffer or ‘lose out’ on something, and within this not considering/realizing that I am literally using these made-up scenarios in my mind to convince myself to take action/go to battle/go on the defense/fight for My Way, in attempt to avoid/protect myself from the pictures in my mind which aren’t even real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this character is who I am, where when this character activates, I have become it totally, within believing that I need/want/must have My Way, and not even realizing/considering that My Way is only an idea in my mind that I am defending, and within this, not realizing that if My Way was the Way that is Best for All, it need no defending whatsoever, as it is common sense what is best, and only that which is not considering all equally would need to be defended/fought for/justified/reasoned as it doesn’t stand in common sense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to form the My Way character as a way to ‘deal with’/’protect myself from’ the fear of my interest not being considered/looked out for/taken care of, due to existing in a world we’ve accepted reality as competition with each other and where we each only consider ourselves and our own, and within this never considering the solution is thus for each and every one to stop considering only oneself and one’s own, in separation of the whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/consider that living and existing as the My Way character has never lead to a world where I am actually safe and supported and where my best interest is considered, but that the world has only become increasingly more hostile a place to be, as we drive ourselves further and further into separation and fear toward one another, all in our struggle/fight to ‘look out for ourselves’, cause we’re not simply looking out for ourselves as the whole, equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fighting for My Way is a behavior that will never produce what it is that I am seeking, which is to have my best interest considered, because I am not living that myself, within considering what’s in all’s best interest, as how can I expect anyone else to do that which I won’t even do myself?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not even consider if what it is that I think I want as My Way, is actually what is in my best interest after all, cause if I had I would see/realize/understand that there is no Self Interest that is separate from the Whole Interest, as Self is Part of the Whole.

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