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Day 145: I Don’t Want to Do This: Imagination Dimension (Part 3)


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This post is a continuation to:

Day 139: The ‘I Don’t Want To Do This’ Character

Day 140: 'I Don’t Want to Do This': Thought Dimension

Day 141: I Don’t Want to Do This: Thought Dimension (Part 2)

Day 143: I Don’t Want to Do This: Imagination Dimension (Part 1)

Day 144: I Don’t Want to Do This: Imagination Dimension (Part 2)

In this post we’re continuing with walking the Self Forgiveness and Commitment Statements for the Imagination Dimension of the ‘I Don’t Want to Do This’ character, in relation to working:

Imagination Dimension: Self Forgiveness Statements:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the moment of facing going to work and performing my job, from the moment of having a thought toward working, to then go further into my mind in my imagination playing out scenes of ‘what I’d rather be doing’ as what I’d ‘experience myself positively’ within doing, and through this allowing myself to manipulate myself within my mind to take me away from the moment of practical application that I’m facing here within doing my job, utilizing these scenes and images in order to convince myself to avoid my responsibility here, and thus compromise myself, my life, and this reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize my imagination in the attempt to tempt myself into following a ‘positive’ experience as ‘what will make me feel good’, instead of simply remaining here as breath and following through with doing my job, but rather allowing myself to go into a process in my mind of playing out scenarios where I remove myself from reality by going into alternate realities in my mind, and within this not considering how I am sabotaging my participation here in/as my job, and in/as reality, as instead of focusing on my responsibilities and what I need to do, I am busy in my mind in a fantasy land.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced/directed/controlled by Energy through my Imagination, within this compromising my self-expression, as I’m no longer here participating in reality to the utmost of my ability and really giving it my all, as I am allowing myself to go into and be directed by energy experiences, and thus not allowing myself to really go all-out and see how far I can expand myself here within getting myself in a position to really have an impact in this reality, which requires money, which means getting/being effective at making money, which means getting/being effective at working.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realize and understand that when I participate in the Imagination, that I am ‘feeding’ and empowering my mind to be a Force which control and direct me, instead of living here as myself, to the utmost of my ability, and really fully living.

Imagination Dimension: Self Commitment Statements:
I commit myself to when and as I see myself going into the Imagination Dimension of the I Don’t Want to Do This Character in relation to working, I stop and breathe, and do not allow myself to going into/participate in imagining scenes within my mind wherein I imagine things that ‘I’d rather be doing’ in which I imagine that I’d ‘have a positive experience’ in doing those things rather than working, and to imagine that I’ll experience myself negatively within working.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself go into my imagination, to stop and breathe, as I see, realize and understand the consequences of participation in Imagination is to remove/separate me from reality into an alternate reality within my mind, so to compromise my living here, so that I will not fully apply myself within working, within doing my job effectively and expanding myself within my effectiveness and really seeing what is my potential within working and making money in this reality, and do all that I can to get myself into a position of effectiveness, which requires that I be here in reality and not holding back or giving up and giving in, but really ‘giving it my all’.

Day 141: I Don’t Want to Do This: Thought Dimension (Part 2)

This post is a continuation to:

Day 139: The ‘I Don’t Want To Do This’ Character

Day 140: 'I Don’t Want to Do This': Thought Dimension

Now we’ll walk the Self Forgiveness and Commitment statements in relation to the Thought Dimension of the ‘I Don’t Want to Do This’ Character in relation to work, which we walked in writing in the previous post.

Thought Dimension: Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the thought as the image/picture of me ‘working and not enjoying it’, where specific memories come up of experiences/past times of ‘not enjoying myself while working’, to come up in my mind automatically, and that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realize and understand how in this one moment I am accepting and allowing a single thought that comes up in my mind automatically, to determine who I am within/toward my work/job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in that moment that the thought comes up, that I am actually the one that decide to participate in it, and thus I have the ability to decide not to participate in it, and remain stable in doing my job/work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, within this ‘I Don’t Want to Do This’ Character, follow this thought for so long, participating in it over and over, to the point that my participation has become ‘automatic’, where I’ll in an instant follow the thought and allow this thought to compromise myself within really effectively participating fully in my job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this thought to become more than the practical physical action of simply doing my job.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed this one thought to initiate a whole entire personality that I go into that essentially ‘takes control’ over me and directs me and my experience, instead of me standing as the directive principle of myself, and thus compromising myself and my participation in this reality and my ability to have an impact in this reality, by sabotaging myself in my job, within which I have the opportunity to support myself financially and to develop skills with which to become effective in the system, which will assist and support me to get in a position where I can make a difference in the world.

Thought Dimension: Commitment Statements:
I commit myself to, when and as I notice this Thought or similar Thoughts come up in my mind, particularly when I am facing doing the practical physical tasks involved in my job/working- to stop participation in the Thought, by taking a breath, bringing myself back to reality and my commitment to myself to walk this job and participate fully in it, and moving myself to do so, as I see, realize and understand that if I follow this Thought, that I will be setting of a whole train of mind generated energy-experiences, separating myself from myself and from reality and my practical application here, within my physical living and practically moving to accomplish the tasks before me.

So, we can see how it's within accepting this one single initial thought, that I accept and allow myself to go into a whole alternate version of reality within my mind, through which I form a particular relationship toward working, wherein I separate myself from my work/job instead of remaining here in actual reality within the context of how it currently exists, where it's necessary to have a job to survive, and the more effective you are, generally the better able to support yourself you are, and the the more you're able to do in reality, as in the current system, it's money that makes things happen, where those who have money have a 'muscle to flex' so to speak, and can use that money to invest into the kind of world one would like.

Which unfortunately has so far been overwhelmingly in support of personal interests, where those with the majority of the money, use the money they have in further ensuring that they'll have the most money, in total disregard of the fact that this means many suffer, because money was never meant to be used to hoard it and enslave others, but as the means for all to get what they need as a mathematical system of distributing the earth's resources which are here for all to share. And thus, since we've allowed money to become power, we've made it so that it's necessary to use money to have to any kind of significant impact in the world, and thus it's our responsibility to do what it takes to stand up for life which means making money, to be able to facilitate change, to reeducate humanity in how we should be living here, in cooperation and support of life, and implement an Equal Money System which will then allow us to make change in the interest of what is best for all life, and prevent this kind of abuse going on today by those who have accumulated money to such extent to have excessive power which is used to abuse life.

In the next post, we’ll continue with the Imagination Dimension of the ‘I Don’t Want to Do This’ Character, in relation to working.

Day 67: Self Commitment Statements on the ‘I Hate Work’ Character

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I commit myself to realize that I am responsible for how work currently exists as being ‘forced’ within living as that relationship toward ‘work’, and thus I commit myself to realize that it can be another way, as I can change who I am and the relationships that I’m living as, and support all others to do the same, and within this transform how ‘work’ currently exists into real self expression.

I commit myself to transforming my relationship to/toward ‘work’ because I realize this is the key to transforming how work currently exists and that it is our collective acceptance of work as something we ‘don’t want to do’ and that we ‘must be forced to do’ that ensures that we’ll always exist as being forced to work.

I commit myself to move myself and not require motivation as an outside point that drives me before I will move, and within this I commit myself to investigate everything as an outside/separate point of ‘motivation’ that moves me, so that I can stop existing as patterns and see where/how I must yet take back my self direction to move myself.

I commit myself to deconstruct my programming according to what I’ve defined as what I ‘don’t want to do’ and thus also the polarity of what I ‘do want to do’, so that I am no longer directed by beliefs that keep me limited.

I commit myself to realize that the resistance toward working is actually serving consumerism, and thus I commit myself to stop being just a power source that powers the current system by buy buy buying, so I say bye bye to the character of ‘I hate work’, and change my starting point to rather expanding myself in each and every moment, rather than developing and reinforcing the habit of being lazy and accepting myself as more and more limited, so that I require to buy more and more in the attempt to make up for my limitations.

I commit myself to realizing that when I participate in the ‘I hate work/I don’t want to work’ character, that I am actually programming myself to be limited that will manifest as an actual physical limitation experienced within/as the physical where I’ll actually experience physical resistance to effort, and thus am manifesting actual physical difficulty in moving myself which is extremely limiting myself as a physical being within a physical reality, and thus commit myself to stopping this self abuse from participating in resistance to working/that which takes effort.

I commit myself to when I am realize that I am seeing work as ‘something I must do’, that the physical resistance/reaction I experience is not actually real, as I’ve programmed it into my physical and is activated by going into and accessing the character of ‘I don’t want to work’, and thus I breathe and bring myself back here and into my physical body and no longer allow myself to go into and access the character of ‘I don’t like working’, and through consistent application of walking the correction in every moment, deprogram the physical resistances I have programmed into myself.

I commit myself to educating myself and getting an understanding of how this reality operates so that I can make sure that who I am and the decisions I make and live as is in the context of reality as it currently exists and how to manifest reality into a world that is best for all, within this becoming the actual change and solution to the current manifestation of society that is in separation of what is here within only considering profit/money/survival.

I commit myself to stop the belief that who I am is ‘not wanting to work’ within the realization that it is a belief that I simply accepted and did not question and that is able to be deleted in a single moment and I am still here, and thus is not real/who I am.

I commit myself to transforming my relationship to work/labor/effort so that what I do becomes the actual expression of who I am as a physical being as a part of this whole reality, and thus I commit myself to investigating myself to see exactly how/where I live as this character of ‘I hate work’ within my daily life, to actually change myself and in the moment no longer live as this character, so that I can live as a Real Character here that is the physical.

I commit myself to realizing that I do not exist separate from this world/reality and thus it is in my best interest to ensure that this world/reality is properly cared for which is the same as properly caring for myself, and within this allowing myself to do what’s necessary to be done to care for life, which the character of ‘I hate work’ actually prevents me from doing, and thus this character obviously is not in my best interest.

I commit myself to become one and equal to the situation at hand as correcting what we’ve manifested here through correcting myself, to take responsibility instead of accepting myself as limited and as a victim to the system/to the way things are, within realizing that it is us as each individual that collectively create the way things are, and thus it’s myself as one of the individuals, as each and every individual, that must change our accepted nature, to stop manifesting a world of enslavement.