I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe that when I live the character of ‘Vegan/Vegetarian’
that this means I am ‘doing my part’ to stop animal abuse, and that I am living
a lifestyle that is actually going to lead to the end of animal abuse.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the
extent of how unaware I am of the entirety of the situation in existence as to
how/why animal abuse is taking place and all the dimensions that is involved,
that I could come to believe that I am actually able to not take part in animal
abuse, in believing that it’s possible to end the abuse by simply buying
products that do not involve the abuse of animals, not considering that no
matter what I buy, the very system I am buying it within the very system that
is driving the animal abuse that takes place in this world – and thus I am
still supporting animal abuse, still participating in animal abuse, and still
responsible for animal abuse. Therefore-
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to ignore the fact that my participation in and living as the
character of Vegan or Vegetarian was to feed and perpetuate an idea of myself
as ‘caring’ and ‘making a difference’ and not actually having the result that I
am apparently standing for of ending animal abuse, as I am not taking the
necessary action that could possibly actually lead to the end of animal abuse,
as no longer supporting the current system and standing up to establish and
create a new system which will enable us to actually stop animal abuse, as
within the current system that is based on profit and inequality it is
impossible to stop animal abuse. See the Equal Money System as the equality
based system busy being developed within the starting point of supporting life
and ending all abuse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not consider how I took on the character of Vegan /
Vegetarian so I could have the ‘feeling’ like I am having a positive impact on
the world, so I could ‘feel good’ about myself – which shows that it was simply
a character as an act I put on with the starting point and focus being myself –
and having a positive experience/feeling about/toward myself, and not actually
about stopping animal abuse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to imagine in my mind all the animal lives I was ‘saving’ by no
longer apparently consuming animal products, and using this picture to create
the idea of myself for myself that I am having some kind of impact on animal
abuse, within this, focusing on the lives I believed I was saving and ignoring
all the rest of the animal abuse that was still taking place and that I’d had
no impact on whatsoever, within the justification that I am doing ‘what I can’ and
that in, according to my mind, having apparently ‘saved’ a few animals that
that was all that really could be expected of me, and all the possible impact I
could have, as I can’t control/effect everyone else that is still using
products made from animals. Within this not considering that I can in fact have
an impact on others, as we all already do impact each other through the
examples that we live as the actions we take and the words we speak, and
through accepting and allowing the current money system which keeps the
majority of the earth’s population enslaved in wage-slavery with little or no
choice in what one has access to as one’s needs to be able to choose products
that are not made from animals. Thus –
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to not realize that the characters of Vegan and Vegetarian are elitist lifestyles
created and perpetuated to serve consumerism, as those who are poor/in poverty
have little to no choice in what they consume and whether it is of animal or
not.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not consider that in living the character of Vegan or
Vegetarian, I am creating and participating in a polarity of plants vs animals,
wherein I am placing animals as more important than plants, and not considering
that abuse that is done to plants as well, wherein I have decided within myself
that something/someone has to suffer/pay the price for me to live, and it will
be the plants, and thus within this there is no equality and oneness as consideration
for all live equally as all life is of the same substance and all forms are
part of this earth and this existence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not consider how I act when I am living as the character of
Vegan or Vegetarian, as how I experience myself when I tell others that I am
vegan/vegetarian, where I feel a positive charge/feeling for being a ‘good
person’ who is ‘doing the right thing’ and used this definition in comparison
to others who are not vegan/vegetarian and felt superior toward them, like I am
better than them because they are abusing animals, while ignoring that I am
still abusing animals, as animals have been and are abused within everything
that is made from this earth, as in no way are we actually taking into
consideration and caring for the animals, or nature/the environment or
ourselves, as all equal parts of existence here, and in no way are living in
such a way that is supporting life, but are rather accepting destruction of the
earth to take place on a massive scale, where there is only a tiny fraction of
area on the land of the earth where animals live unmolested, as we’ve literally
taken over the whole planet within the overconsumption driven by the current
system by those who seek to profit off of the earth, in total disregard for the
immense destruction being done to the earth, animals, nature, and humans.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that I decided to become and live as the character of the vegan/vegetarian due to memories, wherein I had seen pictures of animals being abused and felt bad and powerless to stop the abuse that had already taken place within the image/picture, and when the idea of becoming vegan/vegetarian was presented I took it on in order to feel like I was doing something and was not powerless after all - within this showing that I lived this character as a way of directing how I was experiencing myself within myself, to make myself feel better, so in essence I became the vegan/vegetarian character in order to experience myself a certain way, and thus the starting point is not to become a force that can influence the world to actually make a change like ending abuse.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that I am wreaking havoc on my physical body and
the physical reality by living as characters as information that I’ve taken on
and lived as myself that is based on ideas /opinions/beliefs that I learned/read/heard
from somewhere, without ensuring that the information is valid as that which if
lived will lead to a world where life is supported.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that to live as/according to the mind as my
beliefs/thoughts/perceptions/feelings/emotions/opinions, I am harming the
physical, as I am not living as the physical and thus according to what the
physical requires and what actually supports the physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that the character I live as is a personality
suit that I put on in order to make myself feel like/believe that I am
something I’m not in actuality.
I commit myself to no longer living as a
character for the sake of thinking/believing I am making a difference/having an
impact in the world, and commit myself to ensure that who I am will actually
have an impact on the earth.
I commit myself to realizing that to end
abuse, we must change the money system, as the money system stands as our
acceptance of abuse to be done to life as ourselves, nature, the animals, and
it’s through the current system that animal abuse is perpetuated, and thus I
commit myself to supporting the Equal Money System, as a system where life is
valued as the only real value, and thus abuse will not be allowed, and we can begin
to reform the balance of nature that should be existing here.
I commit myself to realizing that to live
as a character is a criminal act, as I will defend my character no matter
whether such character accepts and allows abuse to exist in the world, as a
character must be defended because it isn’t real, and thus I commit myself to
investigating and finding every way that I live as a character, so that I can
stop and become a real being that lives in consideration of life – not as an
ego that seeks to be validated and feel good about itself no matter the cost to
life.
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