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This post is a continuation to:Day 153: I Don’t Want to Do This: Physical/Behavior Dimension (Part 3)
And now we continue with, in this post, walking the Self Commitment statements in relation to the Self Forgiveness walked for the Physical/Behavior Dimension.
Negative Dimensions Internal Changes Self Commitment Statements:
I commit myself to, when facing working/doing my job, and I experience my internal physical condition changing, especially where I notice tension in my shoulders and neck, my body feeling stiff and colder, a cramping in my gut, a feeling of weakness/tiredness throughout my body, and my eyes feeling heavy, to see, realize and understand that I have already gone into manipulating myself with energy, instead of remaining here as breath and simply doing my job.
I commit myself to when and as I see I have gone into this character/personality to the point of possession, to the extent that I’ve manifested a physical condition, to realize that it’s then going to be ‘more difficult’ to stop participation, breathe through the reaction, and follow through with doing my job, as I’ve already accepted that the mind has power over me.
Thus, I commit myself to not accept or allow myself to give in to this experience of it being more difficult, take a breath, stabilize myself, and follow through with doing my job, as I see, realize and understand that in these moments, when I’m experiencing it as more difficult to stand up and change, that I am much more likely to give in to the mind experience, and run away from reality and not face the situation.
I commit myself to realizing that when and as I face that moment of making the decision to go for the ‘positive’, at that point where I’ve already gone into the personality/character to the extent of manifesting physical conditions and it’s ‘more difficult’ to change and ‘easier’ to give in, that it may seem easier in that moment, but the more I continue to go for the positive and make that decision over and over, the more difficult I am making it for me to eventually stand up and change, as I’m piling on more and more layers of resistance toward doing my job/working.
I commit myself to realizing that in that moment where it is ‘most difficult’, that this is a pivotal point where I am facing the decision of walking the commitment I have made for/as myself to really actually change, or to give in to the temptation of the mind of the ‘positive’, and thus it is important to in this moment stick to decision I have made as the commitment to change, as I realize that if I do not actually change myself, that no practical actual change is going to occur in reality.
Positive Dimensions Internal Changes Self Commitment Statements:
I commit myself to when and as I notice myself physically ‘feeling better’ when imagining doing something else and not working/doing my job, where I feel the opposite of what I was experiencing just a moment ago, where for example my experience goes from tension in my neck and shoulders, feeling stiff and weak, my eyes feeling heavy, and my body feeling cold and experiencing nausea, then to suddenly the next moment feeling more relaxed/not as stiff, a bit energized, and my eyes not so heavy, to question how it is I can go from one moment being here and stable, to in the next moment go into extremes of 'negative' feelings and then into 'positive' feelings that then lead to me not facing my responsibility here and giving in to the temptation to avoid the situation/do something else.
We’ll go up to here for this post, and continue in the next post with The Commitments Statements for the Physical/Behavior Dimension, through which I assist and support myself to walk myself into correction, and transform myself from living as patterns and energies of the mind, into real actual practical living here.