I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to think/believe that processed foods are bad for me, based on
the information that I read while doing research into what diet is best for
myself as a human being.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that I started my research within a starting
point of looking for what foods are ‘good’ and what foods are ‘bad’, and that
within that starting point, I was already making the judgment/assumption that
some foods are ‘good’ and some foods are ‘bad’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that by researching from a perspective of looking
for ‘what foods are good’ and ‘what foods are bad’, that I would find answers
which told me that certain foods are good and certain foods are bad, which
would seem to confirm my belief/perception that certain foods are good and
certain foods are bad.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that when I come from a certain ‘point of view’,
the information I find will be that which will confirm my point of view, as it
is already decided/implied/suggested within the question I have asked and the
answer I receive will be equal to my question.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that to do effective real research I must be able
to approach all information without a point of view, otherwise that point of
view is going to limit/shape/distort my perception of the research I do, as I
will be viewing it and comparing it to the picture/idea as expectation I
already have in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that I was looking at it from the perspective of
what foods are ‘good’ and what foods are ‘bad’, partly because I actually
wanted it to be that simple, I wanted an easy answer that I could just accept
and follow, because polarities are simple in design, it’s either this or that,
left or right, right or wrong, good or bad, and no actual investigation or real
time discovery is required within that, as the answer is never one that will
expand one’s understanding of this world as physical reality, but that rather simply
tells one what to do, as ‘don’t do this’ or ‘don’t do that’.
And thus, I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that I
actually limit myself by believing that I am the voice in my head/the character
that says ‘I don’t want to take the time and effort’ to get to know myself and
my physical reality, where I thus limit my effectiveness as a real participant
in this world, because then all I have is information/knowledge and no practical
experience in the physical reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that by seeking answers from within/as a
preconceived point of view, I am limiting myself by not actively investigating
my world and reality within common sense investigation of what is here, and not
actually getting to know myself as this physical reality, and instead getting
to know only information which I then become and live as, and thus form a
character in separation of reality. And thus –
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to form myself as the character of ‘processed foods are bad’,
within this forming a negative feeling/reaction within myself toward processed
foods, and a certain set of backchat to/toward processed food, and if I had to
eat processed food, where I would go into thoughts like ‘oh great, I am not
going to feel well after eating this’ wherein I am telling my physical to react
to this food, and thus I will experience results that seem to confirm my
expectation/belief – but that obviously can’t be trusted as I have affected myself
through my participation in thoughts which sends a direct message to my body as
the mind is literally infused within and as the very flesh of the human
physical body.
I commit myself to ensuring that I remove
the polarity of ‘good and bad’ within myself, within the realization that such
a polarity only serves to keep me limited within a thought construct as a point
of view, wherein I am simply passing a judgment on what is here in the physical
reality based on information, instead of seeing what is here in the full
context of reality so that I can understand how this world as the physical
reality and myself as a physical being within physical reality actually
operates/functions.
I commit myself to realizing that when I look
at information from within a certain point of view, that I cannot trust what I
find, as I will see the answer from within my point of view, and thus not as
accurate direct feedback of myself, my world and reality.
And thus, I commit myself to removing all
points of view within myself, by identifying what I
thoughts/memories/beliefs/definitions I have attached to what is here and
releasing them through self forgiveness and then walking the correction of
simply being here and seeing what is here, without judgments or assumptions, so
that I can actually get to know myself as a physical being and this physical
reality.
I commit myself to realizing that the
answers I get will always be equal to my questions, and thus I must ensure that
I am free from the mind’s influence so that I can evaluate all information
within common sense, which I commit myself to do through the process of
self-writing and self-investigation to uncover to myself where I have allowed
myself to be influenced by the mind and self-forgiveness and corrective
application to stop my participation in the mind as perceptions through which I
view the world through a point of view, so that I can see what is direct here,
without being distorted by the mind’s interpretation, based on past experiences/memories.
I commit myself to no longer look for ‘easy
answers’ because I realize that there is no ‘easy answer’ that is a real
answer, that will expand my understanding of and ability to participate in this
physical world and reality.
I commit myself to stop participation in
points of view so that I can do real effective research by approaching all
information without a point of view that is going to limit/shape/contort what I
hear and see, and thus I commit myself to noticing when I am comparing what is
here to a point of view in my mind as pictures/ideas/expectations and deleting
the point of view, so that I can simply see what is actually here, and not an
idea in my mind.
I commit myself to deleting the character
of ‘processed foods are bad’, so that I can be sure that I no longer influence my
human physical body through participation in a character as thoughts and
backchat that will determine how I experience myself and the relationship
between my physical body and the food I consume to sustain my human physical
body.
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