For context listen to the interview: LifeReview - The strategic soldier
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and
allowed myself to exist as a reality and a world in which the manifestation of
war exist.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not consider that despite everything positive that is said
about the human race, and that we’re evolving/have evolved, that the fact that
war still rages on in this world as brutal and bloody as ever, is absolute
proof that humanity has never actually changed, as we still allow the same
abuses to manifest in this world.
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to
not even really consider what it’s like to actually be within a war situation,
as what would my moment to moment experience be, what would be the realities I
would face in my immediate world, and actually considering what it would be
like to be within the experience of knowing that you could die at any second.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to go into situations where survival is literally all you can
focus on and takes over your mind completely, where you are literally only
existing as that one point of survival, as you don’t have a single moment to
consider anything else, or that moment of inattention could mean you or your
fellow soldiers’ deaths.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not see that people are practically ‘forced’ into war from
the perspective of not having a better option to support themselves and
families because there is no better way to support themself in the current
system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to allowing the point of survival to be abused and manipulated
to get people to participate in wars, where the participation in wars becomes
justified by the need to survive and do whatever it takes.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that if there was a better option – if everyone
were effectively supported within an economic system that does not take
advantage of our physical needs, that practically no one would go to war, as
there would not be the fear for and attempt to guarantee their survival to
drive them to such extreme as participating in war, where they face even the
possible death of themselves.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe in the propaganda that is spread in order to create
separation and resentment toward each other in order to provide justification
to kill and harm each other, so that I’ll see others as my enemies that want to
do me harm and I must defend myself and my country from them, not considering
that those others are in the same position as me, and that I within accepting
the propaganda I have actually become the one that wants to harm the other, thus
I have become the 'enemy' myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not see that war is a game for the elite, a few rich guys at
the top, where thousands suffer excruciating and unnecessary torment and death,
all for a few elite men to feel powerful.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to participate in rooting for ‘my country’, encouraging and
supporting war and conflict, and glorifying the idea of a ‘soldier’ as
something great, noble, patriotic, when the actual reality is people
being placed/placing themselves into positions
that are practically beyond the mind’s ability to even handle properly as what
one faces in war situations is so traumatic and ‘out of this world’ in terms of
the life and death scenarios that one finds themselves within.
I commit myself to changing myself so
that I no longer live in support of war within who and what I live as, and
ensure that the words I speak and the behaviors I participate in are aligned
with the principle of what is best for all, so that I am in no way encouraging
or justifying war, fighting, or separation to exist.
I commit myself to investigating myself
to see how and where I participate in seeing/treating/acting toward others as ‘my
enemy’, where I will go into a defensive mode where all I am considering is ‘my
survival’ where I actually become ‘an enemy’ myself because I am now only
considering myself and ready to do whatever it takes to ‘defend’ myself even if
it means harming another.
I commit myself to speak up about the
actuality of war and not allow it to be glorified and the actual nature and reality of it denied, as such deliberate ignorance is what support war to continue to exist and beings to continue to suffer as a result.
I commit myself to show that war is
unnecessary and is created through our combined acceptance and allowance of
participating in patterns of defense/attack toward ourselves and each other,
where we allow ourselves to separate from each other within our minds in our thoughts,
and to participate in backchat toward ‘our enemies’ wherein we’re literally
creating the relationship within ourself toward another of being ‘at war’ with
them.
I commit myself to show that walking
within the principle of always considering what is best for all – equally – and
not leaving any being out of consideration, is what will manifest a world that
is best for all life and free of war.
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