I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not see that participating in and experiencing feelings takes
me away from here from the physical reality and takes me into my mind into an
energetic experience, so that I am no longer here and present in reality, but
am ‘lost’ in a made-up mind reality in an experience that is pre-designed within
my mind consciousness system, based on memories and chemical reactions that
take place within my human physical body utilizing the resources of the
physical.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to forget that I did not start out in this life as a child
experiencing emotions but that it only began some years after I was born, and
because I did not understand what was happening and because the energetic
experiences came from within myself, I figured they must be ‘me’, not realizing
how could they be ‘me’ if I they just came up inside of me as if ‘out of
nowhere’, and thus obviously was not something that I was directing as myself
in awareness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe that experiencing emotions is normal, and thus is to
be accepted, as everyone else seemed to be accepting it as a normal part of
‘being human’, within accepting a fixed idea/definition of what ‘being human’
is, not considering or realizing that ‘being human’ is what we decide in each
moment within who and what we live as – that we are ‘defining’ what it means to
‘be human’ in each and every moment, with each breath we take, in everything we
do and say, and what we accept and allow ourselves to exist as.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe that experiencing emotions is ‘good’ or beneficial in
some way, or makes the human ‘more’ or ‘better than’ or ‘special’ compared to
beings that don’t experience emotions like animals or like is portrayed in
movies and television - like in for example in the movie Equilibrium, the TV
series V, or in Star Trek with the emotionless ‘Borgs’, and in the series
Battlestar Galactica with the unfeeling ‘Cylons’ - within the theme of ‘having
emotions is what makes us human’ (implying special and unique in a positive
way) and portraying being s that don’t experience emotions in a negative light –
within this not realizing that having emotions is actually a limitation, as it
takes you away from reality here and into an alternate reality that is made-up
fiction, as it’s not really happening here in reality, it’s only an energetic
experience inside yourself, and thus you are distracted and ‘removed’ from
reality for a moment, which makes you less effective in reality or even renders
you unable to participate in reality, depending on the intensity of the
experience.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to accept the system of emotions and feelings within me because
I liked the experience of the positive feelings and wanting to experience those
positive feelings all the time, not realizing that those feelings come at a cost
– at the cost of my physical human body, as to generate the feelings the mind
uses the resources within the human physical body, thus depleting the body of
the resources it requires to function properly, manifesting various ailments
and malfunctions and causing damage to my physical human body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to think having positive emotions is ‘beautiful’ and ‘wonderful’,
not considering the actual cost of those experiences and the harm being done,
and the eventual consequences I will experience as a result of participating in
and as feelings and emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize or consider that I could actually just be here as
myself, constant and stable, without experiencing the fluctuations of the
polarity system of emotions, and causing unnecessary harm to my body, which
allows me to live and exist and express myself here in physical reality.
I commit myself to not participating in the
system of emotions and feelings, so that I can be here as a real participant in reality, not being enslaved to a pre-programmed pre-designed system which takes
me away from here and into my mind in a fantasy land in a self-created
energetic experience that feeds off of the resources of my human physical body.
I commit myself to respect my body, as it
is my body through and as which I have a presence here and can live and express
in this physical reality, and not cause it harm by participating in feelings
and emotions.
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