Below is a Personal Message I received on my
Youtube channel and related
Self forgiveness. Suggestion is to speak aloud the self forgiveness for most effective result.
For context, watch the videos this comment is directed toward:
"HI:)
I wanted to comment on your video but my comment is too long. I think:)
How do you know, that people feel the love, in the way you describe it? Do You
know all of them?:) Do You know me? :) You talk about Your friends and the
people you know? Or you are talking about people you know from the media?
People want to love and to be loved.
Do you love yourself?
Stress is good for us. Stress is a reaction to a threat. At the moment of
danger, we can act quickly and save lives. The problem is that our environment
generates stress, this stress is prolonged (eg, our work). When we go home
after work, the source of stress is gone. But we do not know how to get back to
our natural state. We cannot get rid of tension. We don't know how to do it.
Often we are not even aware of this tension.
Motions do not damage our bodies. God gave us the body and emotions / feelings.
We are not like robots. Negative feelings do not damage the body. We believe
that we have no right to express our feelings/emotions (eg anger). We block,
and lock them inside us. This causes the disease. We don't know how to express
our feelings/emotions in a healthy way (not aggressive). Kindness, compassion,
love heals. Even a smile ... just like yours. Heard about laughter therapy?
Definitely you should smile more often:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvWf6U_AbVE
And he is LOVE!
then he grows up, and:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRUGvArWXLk
:)
Love does not harm your body :) Go to the hospital. Meet with sick children.
Play with them. See if you can go wrong: P The only thing that can happen is
that you will experience the Big LOVE. If you think your heart is now open
...:) . The heart can always open more and more. There are no limits.
Go to a nursing home, talk with patients. Talk to someone who is terminally
ill. Give him your attention. Smile (so beautiful as you can). You'll see how
this "chemical reaction" work on them :) For them You are LOVE.
Without emotions we are nothing. I know many beautiful people. I also know
people who are "dry". The world in which we live is not paradise. I
do not know anyone who would have supported the war and abuse. People are
struggling to survive. They work like slaves. They do what they do not like:/.
Do not have time to save the world. And do not believe that they can make a
difference. That is why We need a soul like yours. Wise, loving and in a
beautiful package. There is passion in you :) and it's like a plague :P"
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delude myself into thinking/
believing
that it’s not possible to know how people experience love, or that I do not
know/see how love is experienced.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore
the fact that the fundamental design of love is the same for all human beings, because
I want to justify and hold onto my idea of ‘love’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not
realize that the design of ‘love’ is fundamentally the same design for every
human being, yet with differences and variations within how one has ‘personalized’
their version of the definition of love that they will live as, in order to
feel that one has come up with their own, unique version of love, to blind self
from the fact that the fundamental design of ‘love’ is exactly the same, in
order to not realize that
‘love’ as an experience is a pre-programmed pre-designed
system, so that I may remain enslaved by/within my mind consciousness system,
generating energy for its existence by/through participating in this design of
love.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that participating in the
design of love as an emotion/feeling
experience generated within my mind consciousness system, that all I am doing
is generating energy for the mind consciousness system to continue to exist,
and thus I am living merely as a slave to the mind consciousness system as a
human-battery that provide the fuel to continue its existence, instead of being
here as life, living and experiencing myself as a physical being in physical
reality which is real, and not simply an energetic experience generated
within/by
my mind that only takes place within my mind, and acts as a parasite
to my living flesh using the resources of my human physical body to generate
the emotions/feelings that we’ve defined as ‘love’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see that what I have called ‘love’ is not actually love, as it is energetic
feelings generated by/through my mind consciousness system at the cost of my human
physical body, and thus what I have called ‘love’ is actually ‘evil’ as what I am
doing is participating in and allowing my mind to eat away at my physical human
body, which is innocent, and within participating in this energetic ‘love’, I
am disregarding
the physical and allowing it to be harmed, even though it has
always unconditionally supported me within allowing and gifting me life here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not consider that the physical is the example of real love, as real support in
oneness and equality in the physical reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not consider that what I want/desire is not necessarily what’s best for me and reality
as a whole.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think/believe that because I want/
desire something, then it must be a ‘good’
thing, and I shouldn’t question it, but should just allow myself to have it and
try to fulfill my want/need/desire, within this not seeing that this indicates
that I am actually enslaved and addicted to my desires, as I am not willing to
look at my desire/want in
self honesty to see what I am actually participating
in and as, and whether it is actually beneficial to me and reality as a whole,
and within this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not consider that if I do not fully understand/am fully aware of what I am
participating in and what the consequences and outflows of that participation
are, then I am not actually in
control of myself, and that I am, in fact,
mind-controlled, as I am allowing the mind as desires/wants/needs to drive me, where
I am ‘blindly’ following my wants/needs/desires, and compromising myself disregarding
the effects it has on the physical actual reality and allowing myself to harm
and destroy the physical for the sake of desires, which do not even lead to
actual satisfaction, but only to more desire, as the nature of desires/wants is
to keep one forever ‘wanting’ for seeking ways to generate more energy for the mind
consciousness system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
CON-Fuse fear as a response to an actual event in the physical which assists me
in responding to an actual physical threat, with stress that I inflict on my
human physical body through participation in feelings and emotions, in order
to justify my participation in those feeling and emotions, at the expense of my
human physical body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not
consider that the stress that I experience as a reaction to my environment is
due to me accepting my environment as stressful, as I’ve accepted a reality
where life is not supported but is abused for the sake of fulfilling the
desires of a few elite, and thus, as I in my own mind, participate in following
my desires at the expense of my physical, so has the world system been
manifested as the reflection of what I accept and allow myself to do/be done
unto myself wherein to the world system I am simply a human battery that exist
to give it life at the expense of my human physical body and the entire physical
reality which is being depleted and devastated by/through the current economic
system, wherein the
majority of the earth’s population exists as wage-slaves to
fuel the system, and do not have a dignified life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not
realize that we do know what we need to do, which is to stop existing as our
current accepted nature which accepts and allows the physical as ourselves,
nature, the animals, to be disregarded and abused.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not consider the solution of self-change to change my world and my experience
within it, within this not realizing/considering how I am actually responsible
for how this world is manifested as the current abusive system, as a reflection
of our abusive nature.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that if I do not even see how I am accepting and allowing myself
and all life to be abused then I have not yet considered what actual ‘love’ is,
or investigated to endure that the definition of ‘love’ that I am living, in
fact applies to this reality, wherein I ensure that ‘love’ is an actuality in
the physical, as all life being supported and no abuse being accepted and
allowed to be done to any being.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
ignore the fact that the ‘love’ that is attributed
‘
god’ proves that love does not exist is
actually evil, as if god existed he has not done anything to stop the abuse
that is taking place and allows thousands of innocent children to die every day
from preventable causes.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
justify participating in emotions and feelings when I do not understand where
they actually come from or how they are created and generated within my human
physical body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
want to believe that stress does not harm the body, when the evidence is all
around me and within me, as I can feel the effect the stress has on my body,
and how accumulated stress over time manifests as ‘aging’ wherein you can literally
watch the human physical body deteriorate due to accumulated stress, so that I
can continue participating in abusing the physical because I have become
addicted to the energetic experience of feelings/emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not realize that going to a hospital and meeting and playing with sick
children,
has nothing to do with energetic experiences that I experience within myself
toward that situation, and that if I am experiencing energetic experiences
within myself toward a situation/event/being, then I am not experiencing the
actual situation/event/being, but am experiencing a feeling inside myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe
that without emotions we are nothing, when in fact the opposite is the case, as
when we are existing as an emotion or feeling, then that is what we become,
experience, see, hear, and thus ‘miss out’ on actual reality, as what is going
on in actual reality and the beings and forms in our reality we are interacting
with.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
justify and accept that the world we live in is not a paradise, within this
accepting and allowing the extensive abuse that is taking place within implying
there is ‘nothing we can do about it’, this is ‘just the way it is’, the world
is ‘just not a paradise’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that I do not have the time or am able to change the world, when I am
actually one of the elite in this world that is supported within the current
world system to have what I need, and thus I am actually in a better position
than much of the world’s population that is in poverty and is literally ‘stuck’
within their position where every moment of their life is spent trying to
survive.
I commit myself to considering what actual love would be, as
ensuring that the world that we create does not allow beings to be harmed for
the sake of the pursuit of desires as the mind.
I commit myself to realizing that who I am is not emotions
and feelings, as when I am not experiencing them, I am still here.
I commit myself to become aware of when I use justification
and excuse to accept things as they are, to not have to change myself, so I can
remain within my accepted limitation, and thus I commit myself to stop
participating in justifications and excuses that keep myself limited and allow
the abuse to continue in this world.
I commit myself to realizing that this world is how we
create it to be, and thus if it is not a paradise, then it is because we are
not creating it to be so, and thus there is a solution which is to change
ourselves and how we manifest and create this world, so that we manifest a
world where life is enjoyed by all.
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