Day 6 - Who am I?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I do does not determine who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I define myself according to what I do, then I do not really exist, as self here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I do not define myself in each and every moment, then I cannot be sure who I am, and I cannot be trusted, as I do not even know myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I can make the decision in each and every moment who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as 'in a process' to self honesty, when self honesty is who I am here and walking the process is what I do, not who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I define myself as 'in a process' to self honesty, then I am not standing as the absolute firm decision to stand and live as self honesty in each and every moment as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot make the decision to live self honesty as who I am in a single moment, and believe that a process is required, and within defining and accepting myself as 'in a process', I am accepting that I 'cannot' simply make the absolute decision in a moment, and stand as that decision in each and every moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the world is a reflection of who we are as defining ourselves according to what we do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the longer I take to make the decision to stop myself as the patterns of abuse I have existed as, the longer it will take when I finally do decide to stop myself and walk the process of deconstructing the abusive version of myself and recreating myself as the version that support life in every way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I can suddenly no longer do something and I experience a reaction, that indicates that I was defining myself according to what I do, and my starting point was not living as myself in awareness and completeness in each and every breath as who I am regardless of what I do. 

I commit myself to realizing that I decide who I am in each and every moment and who I am within what I do.

I commit myself to remembering that what I do does not determine who I am, and thus I commit myself to ensuring that in everything I do, I do it as an expression of who I am, and not to define or confirm how I am.

I commit myself to standing absolute as who I am as who I've decided to be and live as, as self honesty, self dedication, self direction from the starting point of what's best for all life, in each and every moment, until it is no longer a decision but lived as breath as who I am, as the recreated version of me that does not allow abuse in any way and supports life always.

I commit myself to realize that what I do cannot prove or validate who I am in any way, that only when the world has changed to absolute oneness and equality, will it be proven that who I am stands for life in fact.

Day 5 - Relationship Failures: He was Bad for Me, But the Sex was Good!

In one of my failed relationships, I actually stayed in the relationship for the sex, even though the guy was obviously not a good partner for me. He didn't work, he didn't help out around the house, he had broken many promises and told lies, and I tolerated it, why?

Because he was my ticket to sex. I was afraid that if I broke up with him, it could be a really long time before I'd have sex again, since I'd have to find someone and then go through the process of building a relationship with them before we'd get to the point where we'd be having sex. So, I opted to stay in this abusive relationship, because of my desire to have sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself by allowing myself to be controlled by a desire for sex, wherein I accepted and allowed myself to be abused out of fear of not being able to have sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only sex with another person is good enough and that I could not effectively satisfy myself, and due to accepting this belief, I compromised myself within accepting myself to be in an abusive unsupportive relationship, and within separating myself from my sexual expression, within believing that I required another person to truly be satisfied.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to delude and convince myself to remain in an abusive relationship, when I actually knew all along what I was accepting and allowing for myself, knew exactly how I was compromising myself, but gave in to the fear and desire for sex anyway, within this compromising my self trust by not standing as the common sense that I see as what is best for me and everyone, but denying the common sense that I saw, within this making the choice to participate in self deception, and giving in to a desire that I didn't allow myself to see I was actually creating myself, within my thoughts, feelings, & backchat that I was participating in, where I actually developed and supported the desire for sex that I allowed to control and direct my behavior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not direct myself within the common sense that I realized that this relationship was not supportive for either partner, within this accepting and allowing both myself and my partner to participate in a relationship that was not supportive for either of us, and within this by accepting and allowing myself to be limited within a relationship of abuse, I also accept and allow such abuse to exist in the world, by living the example of giving in to any reason to accept and allow self abuse and compromise.

I commit myself to no longer accepting and allowing a desire to direct me, which leads to me making decisions that compromise myself and others.

I commit myself to realizing that sexual expression while it is cool with another person, does not require another person, and I am able to explore and enjoy sexual expression with/as myself.

I commit myself to not compromise my self trust, and in moments where I see what is best for me and all to do, that I do it and do not give in to reasons/justifications/excuses/desires to not do it, leading to consequences for myself and others which could have easily been avoided.

I commit myself to not accepting or allowing myself to remain in an abusive and unsupportive relationship for any reason, as that is extreme self abuse, and within that I am limiting and diminishing myself and my world, by accepting and allowing such abuse, and not standing up and taking self responsibility to stop accepting and allowing abuse in my world, within the understanding that what I accept for myself I accept for everyone, and thus I am responsible for the abuse that exists in the world and it's up to me to stand as the example of what I'd like to see in this world, which is an end to all abuse, including the self abuse of accepting and allowing oneself to remain in an abusive relationship.

I commit myself to ensuring that all relationships I form will be done within the interest of what's best for all, which means not accepting and allowing abuse within relationships, and firstly realigning my self relationship so that I can stand in self trust that I will not compromise myself for desires, as I see the unnecessary and painful consequences that leads to, where one wastes years of their life in an unsupportive relationship only living for that one desire, and never actually living or expanding oneself within an agreement with one's partner where each assists and supports themself and each other as a group to grow and expand to one's full potential.

Day 4 - Living Two Lives

We live two lives – the life that takes place here in actual reality, and the one that takes place within one’s secret mind, which is the thoughts, feelings, emotions, and  backchat that is suppressed and ‘hidden’ from the rest of the world. When I live in my mind, I effectively separate myself from reality here, and this makes it much more difficult to be effective within actual reality, because my view of reality becomes skewed within my mind’s interpretations. Within the mind, we form and participate in alternate realities, and hide what’s really going on within ourselves in our mind out of fear and self judgment. When I participate in and validate my mind, I sabotage myself, within separating myself from reality, within participating in an alternate reality within my mind that doesn’t actually exist here. This obviously leads to chaos and confusion, as one is living two different realities at the same time. This takes an extensive amount of energy at the expense of one’s physical body, and your physical body is what allows you to be here as a physical being in this reality. Thus by participating in energetic states within your mind, one wreaks havoc on one’s own human physical body, sabotaging your life in this world, and walking down a path of literal self destruction.  

Whenever I fear to expose my secret mind, it is because I fear to lose something, because I fear that if I expose myself my life will have to change, I will have to change. Yet what’s to be realized is that the change does not mean you lose anything. If you fear to lose it, you’re not actually living it as yourself in the first place. You’ve already separated yourself from that which you fear to lose. The fear of loss will consume you and your participation will be directed by the fear and you’ll not actually be participating in what you do, as yourself, living it as an actual expression of who you are, because you’re busy in your mind having thoughts about it, and interpreting it through your mind. Thus, you’ve already ‘lost’ it within separating yourself from it – instead of participating fully in what you’re doing, you’re participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions. In this, you miss the opportunity you have here within this life to grow and expand and live to your fullest capacity this in physical reality. 

Thus, the key is to realize that participating in the fear to change is what keeps us in a limited existence of fear and self abuse and self limitation, and from gifting ourself the opportunity to really live here, one life, in actual reality. Which is so much simpler than trying to exist in two worlds at once, when only one is real – the physical reality. Thus if you dare, let go of the fear of change, and gift yourself the opportunity to live for real - without fear and judgment, without secret mind backchat, without the consequences one manifest for oneself by participating in my mind. It’s not worth it to destroy your body for some energetic experiences which you allow to direct your life, instead of living yourself.

This is why I walk the journey to life – the journey to one life that is lived here in reality, by dismantling the life of separation I’ve created in my mind, and rebuilding myself as a new human being, that lives fully here in reality, nothing hidden, no part of me lived within my mind in separation of actual reality, so that I can stop the consequences I cause on my physical body, and expand myself to my full potential, in this one life, this one opportunity, to live for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live two lives, where I have one life in actual reality, and another ‘secret’ life as what takes place within my mind that I hid from the rest of the world.  

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that participating in thoughts, feelings, and emotions is ‘normal’, as ‘everyone else is doing it’, within this, disregarding the consequences that come as a result of participating in and as one’s mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that my world may change, that I may have to change, when I should actually be grateful for the opportunity to change, as this means that I can change myself from living as patterns of limitation and self abuse, within which I keep myself from actually living here, and being a presence here in fullness, and thus the only thing I stand to ‘lose’ within changing myself is the limitation I’ve always existed as, which means I lose nothing that was of any value in any way, and I gain everything, within picking up the pieces of myself that I’ve separated myself from throughout my life within accepting and allowing myself to exist as limitation, and taking my life back and giving myself the opportunity to expand myself and become a real human being that lives fully here in completeness and in reality to the utmost of my actual capability.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that living a second life within my secret mind manifests the consequences that I face in my world, and thus to stop living a second life in my mind in separation of myself here, is the key to giving myself the opportunity and ability to stop manifesting an actual life of limitation and self abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will lose something if I stop the secret life in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in a life in separation in my mind in the belief that it is who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept existing in my mind as a valid way to spend my time, as a valid way to live, as ‘normal’, disregarding the consequences that result from participation in my mind as the damage that is done to my physical human body through participating in energetic states that cause the physical to become unbalanced and suffer.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider that I could actually stop the backchat, thoughts, feeling and emotion reactions, and that within doing so, I give myself the opportunity to reconstruct myself as an effective human being and actually live for real in the physical real reality, that sees and experiences what is here directly, as it is, without it being filtered through my mind’s interpretation so that I am then living within an ‘interpretation’ of reality and not in actual reality itself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider that through my participating in the mind, I manifest the consequences that I face in my world, and thus I am responsible for and the creator of those consequences.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to consider the simplicity of living one life in actual reality, instead of trying to live two separate lives, one in reality and one in my mind which isn’t real, through which I accept myself as limited within fears and judgments, which keeps me from expanding to my full potential and actually being satisfied in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that our thoughts, feelings, and emotions are ‘who we are’ as humans, that it is part of the ‘natural’ nature of humans, that it is normal and acceptable behavior, without realizing the consequences of participating in thoughts, feelings and emotions, or the possibility to change oneself and through self forgiveness, deconstruct the patterns I’ve existed as and actually stop living in cycles of self abuse and limitation, and allow myself to rebuild myself as a human being that lives one life here, no longer living in fear and judgment, but free to expand and grow.

I commit myself to stopping participation in my secret mind backchat, thoughts, feelings and emotions, within the realization that participating in my mind manifest unnecessary consequences and cause deleterious effects to my human physical body.

I commit myself to consider that participating within the mind as thoughts, feelings and emotions is what is keeping me from really living here, and expanding myself to my fullest potential.

I commit myself to considering the actual consequences of participating in my mind, which is separating myself from actual reality, causing harm to my physical body, limiting myself within fears and limitations, and supporting others to do the same by standing as an example, where if you have a look at the abuse in this world that is justified within the minds of humanity, if you participate in the mind you support all humans to do so, and thus are actually responsible for all the abuse that exists in the world, within having a responsibility to change the example you are living as so that you do not support, accept and allow abuse to exist in this world.

I commit myself to consider that I have never actually lived since I have existed within my mind as thoughts, feelings and emotions throughout my life, and thus I don’t even know what it means to actually live, and that I will only find out what I am truly capable of if I stop myself as my mind, stopping the cycles and patterns of behavior I’ve existed as, to be able to reconstruct myself in a way that I become a being that lives according to the principle of what is best for all life, which means not accepting and allowing myself to exist as limitation and fear, but to actually live here, in the physical, as a physical being, living as life and not accepting and allowing myself to be enslaved by thoughts, feelings and emotions.

Day 3: Lifestyle & Poverty

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that simply changing my lifestyle as changing what I purchase to consume within the options that are marketed and made available to me is all that is required to have a real impact to change the world, without considering if these options are available to all, and whether or not every individual is able to apply them within this not taking everything into consideration, such as individuals who are not supported by the current system to have options or the means to utilize them.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can have a real impact on changing the world by changing my buying habits.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider that I am one of a small minority of the population that has the ability to have choice within what I buy because I live in the elite parts of the world that is supported by the current system.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept a system in which inequality exists, where so many are allowed to be living in poverty and only a few are supported, where within accepting such a system, I am actually responsible for the poverty that is created within it, and thus it is my responsibility to stand up for another way and to correct the situation to no longer create poverty and the extensive and unnecessary suffering that comes from it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that lifestyle changes such as 'being vegan' or 'being vegetarian' is an effective way to stop animal abuse in the world, when the majority of the world do not have the ability to choose what they eat because they do not have money, they do not have large grocery stores where they are provided with various options to buy but have to go through all kinds of extremes just to find food to eat to survive to the next moment, within that having no choice in what one eats but having to literally take what one can get, and as the majority of the population live that way and thus have no choice in their dietary habits, promoting dietary change as a solution to animal abuse is not effective as not everyone can apply such changes in their life.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that the majority of the world's population is living in poverty, and that the lifestyle I live where I have access to everything I need, and access to computers and the internet, is a lifestyle that only exists for a small minority of the world's population.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider that any other kind or quality of life exists beyond what I know and have experienced as/within my personal world and my personal life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the state of the rest of the world living in poverty, because 'I am ok'.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to ignore the poverty in the world out of fear for my own survival, wherein I 'don't want to complain/rock the boat', because I fear to 'jeopardize' my own position of support within the system because I do not want to 'meet the same fate' as those in poverty, within this sabotaging myself and humanity within not facing the problem which would lead to finding an solution that would effectively end poverty, but instead remaining within my fear and allowing the problem to continue and thus the threat that I may share the same fate, when we can simply stop poverty from existing altogether.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to consider that only solutions that can be applied by all will have an actual impact on the world.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to consider that lifestyle and dietary changes are used and promoted by companies to sell products to make profit, and because it will not bring actual change it does not threaten their ability to make profits, thus they use such lifestyle concepts to their advantage while the abuse continue.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to consider that if I actually care about ending animal abuse, I must actually investigate solutions to ensure that they will bring about the change I am working toward.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to accept the apparent 'solutions' presented to me within and through the media, not checking the information myself to see if it is a valid solution that will bring about the intended change.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe and trust in the information that is presented in this world by 'professionals' not questioning for myself whether or not the information is valid and whether it is in line with what is best for life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept a society where 'professionals' exist, where all are not given equal access to education, and thus those who are not educated become dependent on the 'professionals' which is taken advantage of to profit off of those who haven't been assisted and supported within being educated to be able to do things for themselves.

I forgive myself that  have accepted and allowed myself to accept a system which is geared only to make profits at the expense of all life.

I commit myself to consider what must be done and what is actually required to be able to have a real impact in the world, in changing the world from one of abuse to a world in which life is supported.

I commit myself to educate myself on how this world operates and what the actual situation of humanity is so that I can consider what are actual solutions to the problems we face.

I commit myself to considering that I am not the only being here on this earth, I am one of nearly 7 billion, and thus solutions must be considered which are able to be applied by everyone for actual change to occur.

I commit myself to investigating the information that is presented by 'professionals' within common sense to see whether the information presented is valid in that it stands for what is best for life and what will support humanity in being and becoming beings that care for life rather than allow life to be abused for profit.

I commit myself to consider that a lifestyle change within changing what I buy, will not lead to change in the world as I am part of a small minority that has choice in what I buy.

I commit myself to consider that the apparent choice I have in what I buy is all specifically provided by companies seeking to make a profit and not working in the best interest of all life, and thus no matter what I buy, unless the system itself is changed, the abuse done for profit will not stop.

I commit myself to investigating how the economic system to operates so that I can become aware of in specificity how the abuse is created and thus how to find solutions to end the abuse that will actually work, because I have actually taken everything into consideration as how this world and system currently functions and the current state/nature/mentality of humanity.

I commit myself to stop accepting a system which abuses life for profit and to do what it takes to implement an Equal Money System - as it is a system that support life in which abuse for profit will not exist, poverty will not exist, lack of education will not exist, 'professionalism' for profit will not exist, marketing 'lifestyles' for profit will not exist, where education will actually educate one on how to actually take care of ourselves and our world, where none will be denied education for lack of money, where the products we make will be based on what is actually supportive and not based on what can be marketed and sold for a profit.

Day 2: Words & Deeds

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider that what I say and do has any effect on how the world currently exists.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider that by not being aware of how and what I create, that I have not ensured that what I am living as an example to all is setting an example that will not manifest abuse in this world, which indicates that I am actually responsible for the abuse that exists in the world, as I have not ensured that my words and actions will not manifest abuse.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that everything that I live as within my words and actions serves as an example to others, and that what I am accepting and allowing I am also accepting and allowing for others, within saying/showing 'this is what I stand for/as', this is what I accept and allow to exist in this world', without looking for or considering solutions or considering that it could be another way.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that I have taken 'how the world is' for granted, within accepting the current state of reality and not seeing/considering that it could be another way.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe in the justifications as to why the world is the way it is, that this is 'the best we can do'.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to be completely focused on my own personal experience, believing that I am separate from 'the rest of the world' and that what I say and do has no effect on the world.

I forgive myself that I haven't considered that how I formed and shaped my personality was by watching/learning from others, and that this implies that I have also lived as an example to others, within my words and actions, within this playing a part in how others have shaped their personalities.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider that I accepted the justifications and beliefs that I have no effect on this world, so that I could avoid taking self responsibility for what I say and do and the example that I live.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider that by not considering how what I say and do creates and manifests this reality, I am separating myself from how I create, and within this becoming a slave to what I create.

I commit myself to considering how what I live as within what I accept and allow is the example I am living for others in my world. Within this, I commit myself to becoming aware of the consequences and outflows of my actions, so that I can ensure that my actions and words set an example that will manifest a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to considering how what I accept and allow within myself, 'carries through' into my words and deeds within setting an example to others.

I commit myself to not taking 'the way the world is' for granted and within that accepting and allowing the abuse that exists, and instead considering whether it could be another way and looking for solutions.

I commit myself to becoming aware of how what I say and do effects this world, so that I can direct myself in such a way that will not manifest consequences of abuse.

I commit myself to not giving in to and believing in justifications that the world 'must be this way' or 'this is the best we can do', and to consider whether it could be another way and looking for solutions.

I commit myself to taking responsibility for myself and considering what I am accepting and allowing to exist, within 'taking it for granted', and to look for/consider solutions.

Day 1: Patterns & Cycles

As humanity, we've been existing in cycles of patterns, never considering how the patterns that we're living as are manifesting this world, this reality, to be one in which extensive abuse occurs in each and every moment - we're not considering how we are actually the cause of this and the creators of this world, and that shows that we are actually less than our creation.

We have become slaves to the patterns we live out, because we don't even understand/see/realize that we're even existing as patterns, where we constantly cycle the past as our memories within who and what we live as. 

It's here that I begin a 7 year process of deconstructing these patterns one at a time, through applying self forgiveness on the patterns and committing myself to living the correction. Within this process, I'll be applying self forgiveness on the patterns, whether or not the pattern is within my direct life - as it exists within this world, and if I cannot face what is here, I accept the same limitation for all who face such point.

This to equalize myself to what is here, so that if I ever were to face such a point, I will have placed direction for myself to stand in such a situation and direct myself within the principle of what is best for all life.

So, I'll start with applying self forgiveness on the points I've mentioned here thus far -
I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I am existing as pre-programmed patterns and cycles, then who I am is not actually 'life', as I am not here in each moment as myself, but only existing as pre-designed patterns that I live out as myself, and thus I who I am and have been is a pre-programmed robot.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to consider that if I am not here stable, constant in who I am within each and every moment, that this implies that I am not actually 'life', that who I am is not actually real, if who I am fluctuate from moment to moment based on the patterns that I have developed as my personality throughout my life, and now live out and according those memories and experiences from the past.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that the experiences I have where I experience emotions/feelings/thoughts that are based on memories/the past indicate that I am not here as myself in each and every moment, but am existing as the past, and thus existing as just memory repeating itself.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I experience emotions/feelings/thoughts coming up inside of me, that this indicates I have separated myself from my myself, within a mind consciousness system through which I experience emotions/feelings/thoughts based on past experiences/memories, and thus that I am not here as myself in each and every moment.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that the emotions/thoughts/feelings that come up in a moment as an experience within myself are actually who I am, and thus take them for granted and not question why they are there, how they function, and what is the consequence of participating in those thoughts/feelings/emotions.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that this world as how it is currently manifested with extensive suffering and abuse taking place in each and every moment is the result of who we are as who and what we've accepted and allowed ourselves to be, within the patterns and cycles of abuse we have accepted ourselves to exist as, generation through generation, passing on the cycles of abuse and never seeing/considering that we are actually responsible for manifesting this world as it is, and within that that it is thus our responsibility to stop existing as cycles and patterns of abuse, and walk ourselves into correction, to manifest a world which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to take for granted the way I've always existed, not seeing/realizing/remembering how I've formed myself as a personality consisting of patterns of abuse and justification as to why the world 'is the way it is' and that I am not responsible, within this not realizing that by accepting and allowing myself to exist as a pre-programmed personality that I am in fact responsible for what is here as I am existing as the same cycles and patterns of abuse that take place within this world at large.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to give in to reasons/excuses/justifications as to how/why I am not responsible for what is here and who/what I am existing as, within this not realizing that I am justifying my own limitation, wherein I accept myself as pre-programmed and do not give myself and all of life the gift of stopping patterns and cycles of abuse, as I have accepted who I am and thus do not change myself to stop self limitations.

I commit myself to investigating myself to see where/how I exist as patterns and cycles of past experiences/memories and releasing myself from these patterns through self forgiveness - so that I can stop existing as a repetition of the past as past experiences, and live here as myself in each and every moment.

I commit myself to consider that by taking self responsibility through self forgiveness, I will actually change and expand myself and become a real self directed being that is actually here in this reality, rather than within my mind within preprogrammed experiences, and thus missing what is here, missing life, missing opportunities to expand myself within this actual physical reality.

I commit myself to investigate the thoughts/feelings/emotions I experience and see what patterns I am accepting and allowing myself to exist as by participating within these patterns, and what the consequences are within my life and my world of living as these patterns, so that I may become aware of how I create my life and my world and my experience to take self responsibility to change who and what I live as so that I can make sure that who and what I am living as will manifest a world that is best for all life.

I commit myself to consider that when I participate in justifications in order to not change myself and remain as I am as a pre-programmed personality, that I am in fact trapping myself within limitation and denying myself the gift of allowing myself to expand myself to my full potential.

I commit myself to consider how what I accept and allow to exist within myself, I also accept and allow to exist in all others, and thus I am responsible for how this world exists within what I accept and allow for myself.

I commit myself to investigating myself to see what patterns/cycles I am existing as and to release myself from them through applying self forgiveness, in specificity, so that I can see my application within my writing and who/what I am living as and to ensure the words I write when lived will have a result that is best for all.

I commit myself to consider that by taking responsibility for myself and correcting myself through self forgiveness and commitment to correction, that I actually empower myself to have an ability to respond within this reality and stand equal to what I have created, and become a benevolent creator which create a world that is best for all life, which means that I create a world that is best for myself as I am part of the all.